reach out for the skies (:

Crap.

2011-07-27T12:17:00.001+08:00

It's so so crappy. ): She don't understand. Neither do I. I'm lost in this maze, a very very big one. This just sucks seriously.

):

2011-07-01T12:53:00.001+08:00

So the smiles aren't genuine anymore.

Teacher's Day 2010!

2010-09-01T20:48:00.001+08:00

It's been a while since I last posted here. Nothing much these few weeks just that I'm busy with school.

Back to secondary school yesterday, saw the classmates. Lunched with them and it's always great to see them again. Chalet at the end of the year I hope. (:

It's less than a month to promos and in about 2 months time, the J2s will be having their graduation ceremony. I guess I will miss them like ~

September holidays in a few days time, a short break? I guess not. In fact, it's just like normal school days - back to school.

Outings with the cliques' soon. Till then. (:

Thanksgiving 2010!

2010-08-08T19:36:00.003+08:00

Thanksgiving 2010 was a blast just like before! (060810)

Where can we find sporting teachers and principal who would perform for their students wholeheartedly?
Where can we find a college which has an annual 10km run for fundraising?
Where can we find a college with such awesome facilities to provide its students a condusive environment to study in?

SR has it all. :D

Actually I felt lucky in a sense that I'm in SR. (: So what if SR's not a top school? So what if SR's does not produce the cream of the crop? SR produces students with character and values. That's what that matters all. (:

Anyway, had an awesome day out with my loves to Vivo before heading to school in the evening. The preparation for thanksgiving was fun and love's in the air! Flowers, notes and chocolates! :D Dinner with the bowlers after thanksgiving! It was like a reunion dinner filled with joy and laughters! I like! :D

YOG Torch Relay on Tuesday! (:

Till then! (:

7 weeks left!

Aching!

2010-08-01T15:06:00.001+08:00

My whole body's aching badly! My back's super stiff and I had a hard time getting out of bed today.

I had a good night sleep yesterday! 14 hours! :D It has been so long ever since I last slept for so many hours! (:

Alright, it's time to hit the books! Till then! (:

Will Run 2010

2010-07-31T17:37:00.001+08:00

Will Run 2010! :D

I'm pretty much tired after the run but I feel a sense of satisfaction! I hope I did maintain my standard because I totally lost count of the distance. What I'm sure of is that it's > 10km!

Ajisen with the girls thereafter. The fats burnt = return to square one! What I'm looking forward to next week is Thanksgiving on Friday and we're going to have a long weekend! :D

Not to mention that there are 2 tests + mock SPA next week before Friday. ): And the point is Chemistry and GP test are on the same day. And, it's back to back!

Sometimes I really wonder... That if I've the ability to change, will my life still be the way as it is now?

2010-07-25T21:53:00.002+08:00

"Your biggest challenge isn't someone else. It's the ache in your lungs, the burning in your legs, and the voice inside you that yells "can't". But you don't listen. You push harder, you hear the voice that whispers "can". And you discover that the person you thought you were is no match for the one you really are."

When you're down and out, feeling like there's no more motivation to keep going on, like the future seems too near to be true, like time is slipping away faster as you attempt to clutch desperately at nothingness, just remember - we're all in this together.

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending. - Maria Robinson

It's been a while...

2010-07-22T10:16:00.001+08:00

It's been a while since I last posted. I've been very very tired ever since this 2nd semester started. I've lost my momentum in studying.

Everything's piling up as usual. Tests, tutorials and now we even have STAR periods into our timetable. How hectic our life is? Not mentioning that it's only just the start!

9 weeks to promos and history shall not repeat itself. This is a promise to myself and I will get this over.

But how I wish time could pass slower... I need a getaway!

CCC camp! (Prelude)

2010-06-07T14:35:00.007+08:00

CCC camp later since I've Biology E-learning to complete. Heh! :D

As I was browsing through blogs, i came across this. How true? (:

MYE results weren't that pleasant I think. Nonetheless, there's no point brooding over it. It simply means work harder! I got to stop wishing and start working! (:

Proper work shall start after camp's over! (:

Meet up(s) soon! See the (s)! I've got so many people who I want to meet up with! If we don't meet up this holiday, I guess it will be at the end of the year! Haha!

Alright, till then! (:

I'm confused.

2010-05-28T01:35:00.005+08:00

Sigh. :/

What's the problem with me? ):

I feel like ranting but I don't know what to rant about.

My heart's in a whirl, my mind too but I've no idea what's going on.

True friends are friends who won't leave you in a lurch. How true?

Perhaps it's time to meet up with the sec school clique. It's weird not seeing them and talking to them even when we are all online.

Sigh. :/

You know as much as I want to rant, I can't find someone to rant to. I just don't know how to start. I don't know who to go to because I don't want to make them worry.

Why can't I apply the things that I ask people to do to myself?

Sigh. :/

MYE's over! :D

2010-05-27T22:48:00.004+08:00

It's coming to the end of May and it simply means MYE's over! :D

The papers were okay other than Math I think. I can't complete most of the papers! Too many questions, too little time! Nonetheless, I hope I will pass everything or even better. (:

I'm leaving for Bangkok tomorrow evening to attend a wedding dinner. Hopefully everything will turn out fine. I will be back on Monday. (:

On a brighter note, I passed my Biology. (:

Fackbook's lagging! It can't even load at all! Tsk!

Dinner with clique today, rather awesome. (: It's been a long time ever since we had dinner together. Billy Bombers! (:

Lots and lots of thoughts in my mind. I don't know how to express it all out. If I really do, perhaps it will be a long long list. Sigh. :/

June holidays will not only be for enjoying. It's time for some revision and preparation for term 3. Term 3's going to fly pass in no time! How fast is this?

I want to...

Shop
Study @ Airport
Starbucks
Popeyes
Frolicks
...

Wait till I find more to add on to my to do list.

I shall end off with a quote, " Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts." - Winston Churchill

Till then. (:

Motivation.

2010-05-02T22:16:00.003+08:00

Where's my motivation? ):

I don't have the drive to do anything now. I don't know why. It sucks. I'm supposed to be studying, but I'm slacking.

MYE in 2 weeks time. What the freak am I doing? Slacking? I won't go far if I carry on to be like this! Charissa Teo! Wake up! You chose to do this, you better do it well!

"Sometimes when I say I'm okay, I want someone to look me into the eyes hug me tight and say I know you're not."

Perhaps I need a hug now and a voice to push me on. ):

"Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever." - Lance Armstrong

I've no idea.

2010-04-25T12:03:00.004+08:00

When you ace your chem test, people go wow. This sucks and people will just go because you understand and learn before right. Being SP have a lot of time, but do you know that I freaking wasted a year? Being SP doesn't mean that I have learnt everything before.

Who says SP can't fail tests? Although we shouldn't. I did. And when I fail, people go I thought you pass?

{/edited}

Finally, I broke down.I can't take it anymore. I can't handle my emotions. I can't.

A division tomorrow. Go SR Bowling Team!

I wonder.

2010-04-23T00:20:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I think that we should not be too dependent.

We got to accept the fact that things come and go.

If not when it's really gone, how would you react?

Elim Chew

2010-04-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

I enjoyed today's distinguished speakers' series. Ms Elim Chew, founder and managing director of 77th Street.

It's definitely worth our time listening to her sharing of her experience, etc. It's engaging and inspiring. We got to grab hold of our opportunities, we got to experience for ourselves.

All in all, we'll all be CHANGE MAKERS!

Till then.

):

2010-04-17T13:37:00.001+08:00

Apparently I thought I would be fine, I thought by forcing myself to sleep early, nothing would happen anymore.

But when I woke up, it's back to square one again. This sucks terribly. I got to make up for this. I will do it.

Training @ OCC later. Till then.

PW results

2010-04-16T20:50:00.002+08:00

It just sucks to be one of the 18% and not the 80.8%.

Today's just not my day. Problems after problems. Even god's playing a trick on me. I know I shouldn't dwell on it anymore because it's over. I can't do anything. But I guess I need some time. Training was bad, weather was bad, everything was. ):

I'm just trying to be fine. I'm just trying to smile. I'm just trying to. This feeling just sucks.

PW results later!

2010-04-16T00:14:00.002+08:00

Char's a pretty happy kid today!

I cleared my 5 stations for Napfa today! When you believe in yourself, everything's possible. (: 2.4km on Monday! I will clear it!

I passed my GP essay test! Like finally! Hahaha!

Math wasn't very well done but I shall not dwell over it. It's time to move on! :D

Today's bio test, no comments. We'll see how it goes.

Nationals in 2 weeks time I guess. Strikes and spares! (:

Midyears in 4 weeks time! 17th May! We'll do well together! When we said it, we'll do it right? (:

PW results later on! 2.30pm! We need the A(s), pretty please!

Till then!

Screwed up.

2010-04-12T09:29:00.000+08:00

I screwed up my Chemistry test. How great? What a thing to start off my day. Gahhh!

4 hours of break now! Chemical bonding!

Alright, shan't brood about it anymore. Move on! (:

2010-04-11T23:26:00.003+08:00

"JC is intense and tough but it'll be the best days of your life."

How true is this? I'm not sure about yours, but it'll definitely be mine! Considering the fact that I've met great friends, wonderful teachers and the ultimate SR spirit! How awesome is that! We don't always have the chance to meet great people in life right? Not forgetting my awesome secondary school clique! :D

Though I've met failure in life, but this will not bring me down because I will stay strong and overcome this. I will learn from my mistakes and pick up from where I fall. I got to prove it to myself that I can do it. I know it will be a tough fight ahead but I will not give up.

Having a positive mindset, you're halfway to achieving success.

50% positive + 51% hardwork = 101% success

That's Char's equation! :D

Alright, till then! Chemistry test tomorrow!

SR Olympics 2010!

2010-04-09T23:40:00.002+08:00

SR Olympics today! Nothing more to describe it, it's just as good at it should be. Beautiful weather, great company, not to mention that I'm a lobster now! On top of that, it's fun being a student official! :D

3 tests next week and I got to do well because I believe I can. Try shan't appear in my dictionary anymore, instead will/should/must! Careless shall be out of my dictionary too! I cannot be careless! All thanks to YH! Haha! What got to stay shall remain, and what got to leave shall go.

Life's like an aeroplane. We may hit on to an obstacle but also fly up high at times. So, we should overcome all these obstacles and fly even higher when we meet challenges. We shall do whatever it takes and no matter how tough it's going to be, we got to perservere and press on! I believe we'll see the light one day. Have faith and hang for hope! (:

Break!

2010-04-05T10:48:00.001+08:00

As I'm having my break now, a couple of thoughts are flashing through my mind. It's amazing to see how people with different personalities and background work together. I'm just missing PW, I guess. I miss OP days! Dumb stuffs we do but it's just fruitful. (:

Char is happy today because she saw kids today! They are damn cute and innocent! Random I know!

Alright, back to Biology practical! Till then.

Not happy.

2010-04-03T20:35:00.003+08:00

Char is not happy! ):

I'm feeling a distance away from you. It's weird.

I miss the times we joke, laugh and shop together. But the fact is that it is getting lesser or maybe even non-existence. I hate the way it is now.

I hate it even more when you don't give it a damn at all. Freak.

Perhaps this is what life is all about. Ups and downs.

):

Good Friday!

2010-04-03T02:00:00.002+08:00

My Good Friday ended just like that. How fast!

School's pretty alright for now I think but the workload's getting heavier. Training later, got to train hard and not let the team down!

Alright, shall try to get some sleep now! Till then.

2010-03-21T17:07:00.002+08:00

It has been more than a month since I last posted.

I have a lot of things to blog about I think. But I don't know where to start from.

Term 2 week 1 tomorrow. It means 1 term down and I'm left with 3 more terms to buck up before conquering the final paper at the end of the year. The next hurdle would be MYE. I shall study hard and do well. Vantay! Our aim okay!

Study session next Saturday! :D

Sec school clique dinner next Sunday. I'm looking forward to it! :D

When everything seems gloomy and doesn't go your way, persevere and press on. One day, we'll see the light. (Or perhaps, aeroplanes...)

Lots of things to be done! Shall go off to complete my work.

Till then.

2010-02-13T00:45:00.004+08:00

Few more hours before I fly off. Thailand = Tom Yam! Yum yum! :D

Last minute packing and reunion dinner! Black Jack! :D

Why can't everyday be CNY? But if it really was, it wouldn't be that special and unique anymore.

SR CNY celebration was alright. The kids are super duper cute! Valentine's Day. Lunch with clique. (:

I got to continue my packing, shall update soon.

Till then.

2010-02-09T21:02:00.002+08:00

CNY's just around the corner = Bye Singapore! A short getaway for me. (:

Orientation was a blast. 1S10! :D

I wasn't feeling too good after school today.

I thought I wouldn't mind being a SP student. Actually, I didn't really mind until ______ asked, and it was in front of quite a number of people. I think it somehow affected me. I was feeling pretty down. I wanted to rant but I don't know who to turn to. I don't want to bother them cause they are busy with their work too and also, it's dumb to feel this way. In fact, we should lift our heads high and walk confidently right?

If only...

How much I want to prove to others depends on myself.

I got to pull through.

Till then.

2010-01-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

It had been weeks since I last posted and I guess this will be a short one too.

Thursday's the start of orientation and it will be back to square one. I really hope that all goes well. I want my time spent to be fruitful. (:

SP programme ended and the past few days were a break for us. Bowling tomorrow and I'll get to see the clique as well as bowling mates! :D I miss them so so much!

Till then!

2010-01-13T21:52:00.002+08:00

It's only the third day of school yet I'm drained out already.

I don't know why. Perhaps because I'm sick? I feel so sleepy everyday!

Pottery lesson today, wasn't that bad. (:

2 hours of Chemistry tomorrow and I'm done for the day, shall do independent study. (:

2 more days and it's back to school for a week already! See how time flies!

Alright, time to get back to Chemistry!

Till then! (:

2010-01-10T23:42:00.002+08:00

Alright, just a quick one.

It's back to school tomorrow!

Mixed feelings.

Anyway, it's time to start anew isn't it?

I'll move on. (:

2010-01-05T20:55:00.007+08:00

BBQ-ed with JC Clique yesterday. Full attendance! :D Fun ttMMM, doesn't this sums it all? :D

Joanna's Baby Shower on Sunday with part of Biostrysics. It's always great sitting down together and catching up on each other's life. (:

I'm going back to school for SRGCE Presentation tomorrow, and I guess this will conclude the whole HK trip.

Till then. (:

Happy 2010!

2010-01-01T00:00:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 2010! :D

I'll start off this brand new year with a quote. (:

"You have a brush in one hand and paint in the other. You just need to realize that you are the Artist of your own destiny. The outcome of such a realization will transform the road ahead of you into canvas, waiting only for you to start painting." - Conroy Sewepagaham

Resolutions up next. To be continued! (:

{/edited @ 4:10AM}

Oh my god, I can't get to sleep! Insomnia again! Tsk! So Vantay and me are thinking of our resolutions. :D

#1. Time management = Learn to prioritise!
#2. No procrastination!
#3. Earlier nights!
#4. More time with family & friends!
#5. RUN RUN RUN! :D
#6. Healthy healthy! Say NO to sickness!
#7. Oversea trips! :D
#8. More joy and laughters!
#9. Less stressed up!
#10. Van, fill in the blank! You can have an additional resolution! :D (Special privilege okay!)

Till then!

Last Post 2009

2009-12-31T23:59:00.009+08:00

Alright, today's the last day of 2009 and this will be the last post for the year. It's definitely time for tributes and reflections. (:

First up, JC Clique. (:

The first thing that came to my mind was school would never be fun without the 7 of you! You guys have certainly made my journey in SR a fun and memorable one. Also, this let me realised that coming to SR was a right choice and I did not regret. (:

Vantay: My telepathic twin! :D Thank you for the memories and what you've done for me! Thank you for those encouragements and those words! Love you! :D

Yihan: My great minds think alike friend! :D The countless Sunday afternoons we spent together those days! I miss them! Haha! Thank you for all you've done for me! Love you! :D

Li Rong: My die hard K-pop fan! :D Haha! Thank you for those memories and I will always remember your 船到桥头自然直! Study hard okay! Love you! :D

Hui Lee: I haven't find a name for you yet! Haha! I had a great time with you as well as the rest! I'm sure we'll continue to have fun! 加油 for the upcoming year! Love you! :D

Dennis, Rongli & Jia Hao: I had a fun time with you guys and you guys are simply hilarious! Jokers seriously! Have a great year ahead alright! :D

Next up, Secondary School Clique. (:

2009 was quite a busy year for most of us. We were all trying to adapt to the new environment and hardly had meet ups. Nonetheless, I'm still thankful for those messages, MSN, Facebook, etc. They were our form of communication. I'm also thankful that we're all still close together and will continue to be. (:

Jia Hui: My bus mate to school! :D Thank you for the memories left this year and thank you for all that you have done for me! Study hard next year alright! Love you! :D

Sharon: Xue ren! :D Thank you for all your lame jokes! Funny ttm! Haha! Have a fabulous year ahead and study hard okay! Love you! :D

Irena: Aprina! :D All the best for the upcoming year and study hard alright! Have fun in Poly! Love you! :D

Grace: Busy woman! :D Have a spectacular 2010 and all the best in whatever you do okay! Love you! :D

Adela: Lala! :D 加油 for the upcoming year okay! Do it right and do it well! All the best alright! Love you! :D

Last but not least, to those who have been part of my life, thank you very much. 091S24, 4/8 '08, etc. You guys were simply awesome! :D

Looking back, 2009 zoomed past very quickly. Worrying for 'O' level results just seemed like yesterday. This year wasn't an easy year for me and I supposed for most of us too. Lots of obstacles and challenges but I've tried my best, so no regrets. (: I will just have to learn from my mistakes and move on. (: I believe 2010 will be better and hope that my decision to stay on in SR will be a right and fruitful one. (:

2009-12-28T22:42:00.003+08:00

A short one. I'm tired, like finally. It's a miracle, I've been suffering from insomnia for the past few weeks! ):

Today went stationery shopping with Vantay at Tampines. (We had a hard time deciding the venue.) Next up was lunch, finally settled for BBQ Chicken, not bad. (: Conversations along the way. (:

I guess I'm more or less ready for school, just that I've to find my GC and start to revise! My GC disappeared from the drawer! Tsk.

Yesterday was shopping spree with Mummy at Orchard. I like! (:

Band concert tomorrow. (:

Till then.

2009-12-25T23:05:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

A Christmas spent at home wasn't too bad I guess. (:

At least I had friends to talk to online. :D

Afternoon went out to pass some gifts. Catching up sessions under the block. Haha! :D

Alright, time to recap for the past few days. Yesterday afternoon was with JC clique, not the full attendance though, nonetheless popeyes for lunch and catching up session. I like! :D I'm looking forward to 4th Jan - BBQ! Full attendance and that will be simply awesome! :D

Night was with family. Simple cosy dinner with lots of fun and laughters. That's what I could wish for seriously. Happy happy. :D Pinata, Gift exchange, Wii, etc! It's hilarious to see how the adults get sweets and money from the pinata. It's even cuter to see how my nephews and nieces grab those sweets into their bags! (:

One phrase/sentence to sum up yesterday - A simple yet splendid Christmas Eve! (:

23rd was with Sec Sch clique. 50% attendance. Oh well...

The history repeats itself. Sharon, Jiahui and me went cineleisure to watch Avatar! Long but great movie! It's definitely worth watching. :D

I went for Christmas shopping too, my favourite! It's always fun to do Christmas shopping! :D

All in all, I think I had a blessed Christmas and hope that all of you did as well. 2010 in 7 days time! (:

2009-12-20T01:59:00.002+08:00

Okay, here to post before I go to bed!

I went for some concert just now. It was pretty alright. (: And they danced Sorry Sorry! (A part of it only though, but funny ttMMM!)

Days are really getting boring!

I miss my kampong chicken!

I miss going to school! (Okay, I know this may sound ?!?!)

But I miss my friends a lot! At least when I go to school, I'll be able to meet them! At least I'll have people to crap with.

On a happier note, I met up with part of the JC clique yesterday! :D

Downtown East > Plaza Singapura > Marina Square > Suntec Convention Centre > Marina Square > Esplanade > Citylink > Suntec City > Airport > Home

It was a long day, but I'm glad to meet them! Catching up sessions! :D

Photos up on Facebook!

Alright, off to bed! :D

2009-12-15T01:07:00.003+08:00

I'm really bored now! And do you know what I'm doing? I'm checking flight status even though I do not know where my friends are departing from as in which airport. I'm trying my luck! Hee!

I told Yh that it's good to leave first because there will be people sending you off but it's not good to come back first cause you will be bored to the MAX MAX MAX! And this girl is very cute, she agreed with me to the MAX MAX MAX! HAHAHA! I'm finding ways to entertain myself while she's uploading her photos.

To Do List (Updated)

16th-18th Dec - Bowling Chalet
23rd Dec - SRGCE (HK) Christmas Celebration (TBC)
24th Dec (Afternoon) - JC Clique (: (TBC)
24th Dec (Evening) - Christmas Celebration (Family)
25th Dec - Cousin's Wedding Luncheon
1st Jan - Happy New Year! :D
2nd Jan - Voluntary Work
4th Jan - JC Clique (: (TBC)
11th Jan - School Reopens

On a lighter note, Vantay and Ah Rong will be back in approx. 1hr and 15mins time. (If my estimation is right). And Wu Jia Jia will be back in the late afternoon/evening if the flight status I checked is right. Haha.

Till then. (:

2009-12-13T21:19:00.002+08:00

As you guys know, I'm back from Hong Kong. The trip was great. The weather's fabulous! The view at the Victoria Peak was spectacular! :D Etc etc. Pictures are up on Facebook. (: And last point to note, I miss my HK buddies! ):

And and and! Vantay and Ah Rong come back quick! I'm missing all of you! ):

Time to start studying soon.

2009-12-06T00:44:00.001+08:00

Alright, I'm flying off to Hong Kong in a few hours time! I'll be back on the 11th! Bon Voyage to all who are travelling overseas! See you soon! :D

2009-12-06T00:32:00.005+08:00

Yi Han's face! Hahaha! That cute girl said that she has no webcam so she drew her face for me! :D

And it's her again but this time with a birthday cake! :D

Finally it's Vantay! My telepathic twin! :D

More photos up on Facebook! :D

2009-12-06T00:23:00.002+08:00

Birthday post! :D

This year's birthday was awesome due to the wonderful cards I received and also the fabulous people that celebrated with me! In addition, all those best wishes were enough to make my day! Nothing can express my gratitude to all of you! Thank you very much! :D

First was Raissa with her collage tee and card! Thank you girl! Love it! :D

Movie and Dinner with part of secondary school clique! Great company and jokes! Thank you for the card! I was touched by it seriously! :D

Lastly, my first birthday cake which was also made by my sweet JC clique! Thank you for the surprise and indeed I had a spectacular day with all of you! :D

I will remember those 952 words! :D

Photos up on the next post! :D

2009-11-29T17:15:00.003+08:00

I'm bored!

Studying sessions should start after I return from HK which is exactly a month to school reopen. (:

To Do List

30th Nov - Shopping for GCE stuffs?
1st Dec - School (Full dress rehersal)
2nd Dec - School (Briefing + Final rehersal)
3rd Dec - Outing with Raissa (TBC)
4th Dec - K with JC Clique (TBC)
6th Dec - Off to HK
11th Dec - Back from HK
16-18th Dec - Bowling Chalet (TBC)
24th Dec - Christmas Celebration
25th Dec - Wedding Luncheon
1st Jan - Happy New Year! :D
2nd Jan - Voluntary Work
11th Jan - School Reopens

I'll update the list soon. (:

2009-11-27T03:08:00.004+08:00

Dinner tonight with secondary school clique was loved! :D It had been so long I last saw them seriously. We really need more meet up(s) man!

I told Jiahui, let me prepare my thank you speech, so I said, "谢谢大家抽出宝贵的时间出席今晚的聚会!" HAHA! Then my snow woman started talking with a British accent thanking everyone! LOL!

We saw Yuanyun and co at downtown and we ended up at coffeebean chatting, updating each other about our lives. Jokes, ghostly encounters, etc until 11 plus! I like! :D

I walked home with Sharon and Irena under the starry starry night! The sky's filled with lots of stars tonight! :D I love to see stars and I haven't see this much of stars for a long time! (:

I told them that next time we can't meet for dinner, we must meet from morning cause there are too many things for us to talk about! Haha! Dinner time is just not enough for us! Lol!

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On the way to downtown, I started talking to my Ah Jia. We were talking about cliques and stuffs. I was telling her how great my JC clique is. HAHAHA! I was like we're all still as close together regardless being promoted, retained or re-exam. (: All those dinner sessions plus singing sessions we had are simply loved! :D And it's just amazing looking back how we got so close together. (:

Till then. I'm tired. I'll update soon. (:

2009-11-21T23:59:00.003+08:00

Newspaper collection today was alright. It was pretty nice actually. (:

CIP Rehersal in school. (:

Usual hideout with my kampong chicken! (:
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I was chatting with my dearest xue ren few days back and we realised how fast this year passed.

Last year during this time, we're just done with 'O' levels. Shopping, eating and preparing for prom. And wow, it has been a year. It's scary to see how one year has just zoomed past us.

I'm bored! I've nothing to blog about! Tsk!

2009-11-15T23:14:00.003+08:00

Rain + Grass = Tiramisu

What an equation by my dearest Vantay! :P

So today was boringggggggg! Hideout plans were cancelled due to the laziness.

Oh man, I've nothing to blog about!

Vaccination tomorrow yet I'm sneezing. My nose's like a running tap now! Damn!

Back to school tomorrow for study sessions. I hope that it will be productive! :D

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Anomaly #1! :D (I know you want this! Heh. :P)

A short one kay!

We have known each other for approximately 9 months and seriously I've never found a friend who is that telepathic to me before. Be honoured, you're the first! Hehe. Thank you for all those htht(s) and those kampong chicken(s)! :D Thank you for those encouragements and everything that you've done for me. It's really nice to have you as a friend. It's a blessing to me! (: I'm glad I've come to SR and have known you guys. Though we may be in different classes next year, I know all of us will still be together, updating each other about our lives etc. I remember the promise that all of us made - Study sessions together. (: Love you! :D

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends forever

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If you've strove and stumbled badly at this Promotional Examinations, then choose to be a winner. Pick yourself up, brush off the dust, and keep moving forward.

NEVER ever lose sight of the ultimate goal you dream of.

The road ahead will be tough. You will face obstacles again and again, from within and from without, that will threaten to impede your progress.

You must keep your eye on the end goal - and that is success at the A levels.

Success may just be a fingertip away. Just reach out, lean forward, stretch your dreams.

2009-11-07T23:45:00.004+08:00

Today 108777 went out with 108980! :D Our favourite hideout! :D Htht! :D

Going out with her never fails to make me laugh. And most importantly, going out with her will never be short of photos! HAHAHA! We had kampong chicken for dinner! Inside joke! :D I was brought to sit under the escalator and some weird things happened 3 times consecutively! However, those funny jokes and conversations are loved! :D

Oh my god, I'm into some songs currently which have really meaningful lyrics! It's super nice, Charissa likes them! :D

SHCC's visit ended and I really miss the girls a lot! We sent them off at the airport yesterday. Crying session! But fret not, we'll be meeting them soon! Though we have only spent 2 days together, the friendships forged will never be forgotten! :D

Yesterday went to Cafe Cartel to celebrate Huilee's birthday in advance and Rongli's belated birthday. The carrot cake incident's funny! I shan't elaborate here. I'm lazy to. :D

On a lighter note, PW OP's going to be over soon! :D

108980! In life, there are things that will not be smooth sailing, but we'll just have to accept it. I know you'll be able to walk out from this. You will have my support just like the lyrics from Here I Am alright! :D

2009-11-04T12:40:00.002+08:00

I thought I knew what to do. I thought I've already decided what I want, but apparently, I doubt so now.

Looking at Rongli and Sherilyn dancing makes me smile. Looking at the class having so much fun makes me smile too. I know how much I will miss the class next year.

HK Twinning Programme later. Suntec.

2009-10-31T23:55:00.003+08:00

Today's a happy day. Charissa's finally a happy kid! :D

I enjoyed the htht with :D. It's been a long time ever since I really laughed out. The feeling's actually so great! :D Being happy is one of the best thing that you can ever wish for seriously. Though it wasn't really a long talk, but it's really good being able to thrash everything out. (:

I really enjoyed the company of :D! Thanks dear! You certainly made my day! (:

2009-10-30T00:07:00.004+08:00

What should I do?

I just feel hurt when I hear you cannot make it. I know how disappointed they are but that doesn't mean that I'm not. Although I've said that I'm prepared for retention but that doesn't mean I do not feel anything. I'm just trying to stay calm but do you know how sucky this is? Thinking that you won't be able to promote with your classmates, you won't be able to attend lectures and tutorials with them anymore, you won't be able to attend prom with them. Do you know how terribly I feel? I do not have a choice, I just can't make it. Who wants to retain when they can be promoted? Although there may be some exceptions.

I want to try again but I'm afraid of the outcome. I'm afraid to disappoint them once again, I don't want to give them false hopes. Although daddy may seem like he's alright, he said that it's okay, but I know I've disappoint him. They told me to consider carefully, I am trying to. But I really do not know what to do. It seems that I'm in a maze, I'm lost inside. I know I've to be independent, I've to learn how to walk out myself. I know I've got to pick up from where I fall no matter how hard it is going to be, this is not the end. I still have got a long way to go.

Is Poly really a better choice?

Cry myself to sleep?

2009-10-29T09:59:00.002+08:00

I thought I was well prepared. I thought I could handle myself well. But I guess I'm just trying to be strong. This sucks terribly.

2009-10-28T20:17:00.004+08:00

If I said I'm fine, I would be lying. If I said everything doesn't matter, it would only be true to a certain extent. If I said I will be able to overcome all these myself, if I said I can do it, actually in reality, all these aren't easy at all. I know no one says that it's going to be easy but it's just too taxing. I'm tired, but I know I've to carry on. I've to pull through, I cannot give up for if I give up, I'll be letting my loved ones down.

80% of my heart says retain, but mummy asked me this question that day. She asked, "Are you sure you can make it through next year? If not you will be wasting your time." I asked her back, "Are you sure that I will be able to make it through Poly?"

And now, I'm hesitating. I really love SR and I do not want to leave. However, I should also think of my future. What makes me so sure that I will be able to do well next year?

Perhaps it's results day tomorrow and I'm worried about it. I know I won't be able to promote or be able to take the re-exam. Retain is the only choice. I said that I'm prepared to be retained and I really meant it but there's just this element that makes me not feel right.

I don't know what's that. Fear? Anxious?

I need a shoulder or perhaps a hug now? I don't even know what I need.

This just sucks. ):

2009-10-28T07:53:00.002+08:00

Oh well, just heard that 1/3 of the class will get promoted, another 1/3 would be able to sit for re-exam and the last 1/3 will be retained.

Actually I'm quite prepared to get retained already. But there's still something in me which I don't know what is that. It's making me feel uneasy. Friends? Parents? I don't know.

Alright, back to PW.

2009-10-25T00:20:00.002+08:00

It's 20 mins past 12.

24/10/09

It was a long and tired day.

Nike Human race was a blast. I completed the race within 1 hour 30 mins. To think of that, I only trained 2km last last week. Hahaha. Not too bad I guess.

Van's birthday surprise was a blast too. Finally the long awaited party. I really thank all those who helped me to make this party a success. Van's friend especially, Joyce! Thanks for lending me a helping hand and getting everyone to come down. I appreciate greatly! :D The rest, clique and everyone else, thank you for helping me and hope you guys had a great time today. (:

And to my dearest Vantay! :D
Happy 18th Birthday! What I wanted to tell you are all written on the photo already, so yeah, I hope you enjoyed your shocked yet fun birthday. It was really indeed a great reunion. (:

We didn't take much photos together today, so no uploads.

Van, Yi Han, Joanne, Li Rong and me went to the Marina Barrage recently. Nice nice photos. But I'm lazy to upload here. They are up on facebook. BBQ photos too. (:

PW meeting tomorrow. Good night! :D

2009-10-20T10:07:00.004+08:00

Results are out and yes, they weren't promising at all.

Was it even a wrong choice in the first place?

Retain? Poly? Others?

It's not the fear of retaining but it is the fear of how your parents will be looked down.

I don't want this to happen. I feel guilty for not doing well.

There may be advancement, but what's the point?

Is time the only factor that I need or otherwise?

What should I do?

It's tough to make the decision.

The thought of being separated from your classmates, with those you're closed to, the feeling just sucks. I just can't hold my emotions. My eyes hurt! My head hurt too! ):

Learning by Living - C21

You are learning by living
Paraglide the winds of change
Make it by trying
Don't hold back just get it on and on

2009-10-11T22:33:00.001+08:00

Charissa is low low low. ):

WR.
I&R.
What's next?

Screwed up.

2009-10-08T23:35:00.003+08:00

It's so not my day today.

I'm pissed, angry, upset, etc.

Promos just ended like 1 day ago, and here comes "you very free right, still can go shopping. No need read books ah?" Like wtf, I'm a human okay! I need a breather too alright. I always thought they understand me. But, no.

Another joke for the day, "How I know you got go shopping a not ah? Everytime go out study until so late, who knows you?" How great? Ya right, I went to shop and bought the whole Singapore. I'm freaking pissed when I heard this seriously. Like hello, I'm trying so hard, trying my best to study and hoping to get promoted and stuffs. And now, you're doubting me like that. Great.

I still have lots of it. Joker. Today's the greatest joke ever.

On a side note, outing with the girls tomorrow is cancelled. That means, Tennis and bowling. :D I know they will make my day. :D

2009-10-07T23:51:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah! It's finally over! My locker is packed with almost all my notes! Haha!

Today was fun! Korean BBQ with Van, Yi Han, Li Rong, Jia Hao and Rong Li. Full to the max! :D

We went to the arcade and you should see how we behave man. We just got so excited over stickers! HAHA! Bugis street followed by a movie at E-Hub, Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs! It's somewhat hilarious. Hehe. :D

Shopping with mummy tomorrow, I think. Friday most probably outing with my lovely girls? :D And I'm so sorry to the other special bunch of people, I've to give tennis, bowling and pool a miss. Haha. Next time alright! :D

2009-10-06T19:52:00.002+08:00

Chemistry Paper 1 today was alright, I hope. The last paper tomorrow and it's freedom.

Had breakfast after the paper and headed to Van's house. Well, supposedly to study but ended up we didn't. We spent the whole afternoon doing some silly things. The post-promos timetable doesn't look good and it's worsen by the fact that 30th October would be Commendation Day.

I don't want this day to come, not that I'm afraid of retaining but I don't wish to see the class to be splitted. ):

The feeling just sucks. I was on the bus just now and I stood throughout the ride. Lots of memories be it happy or sad flashed through my mind. Looking back on how we first got together and how close we became after these few months, I really hate to split. Well, I know that this is a phase of life and we've got to face it, however when you think back, class without them wouldn't be fun and the same anymore.

As I'm thinking, tears just rolled down. I even took the longer way home by climbing the overhead bridge and all, sitting down at the void deck near my house. This feeling isn't good at all, it just sucks seriously. Imagine those so close to you would suddenly disappear from your life, not literally though, but it just made me go low low low.

Although we'll still be in the same school and that what Van said is true, "The friendship forged will never be erased." But the feeling just sucks. Argh! I don't know why this affects me so much but I guess it's really that we're so bonded and stuffs which makes me sad if we're going to get separated. No more lame jokes, no more laughing together, no more lunching together, no more going lectures together, no more...

Van said that I'm not god and I will not know until the day comes. But I don't even want the day to come because I think that it will hurt badly.

Oh man, I'm supposed to be studying for my Biology paper tomorrow, but this seriously dampens my mood. ):

2009-10-05T02:11:00.003+08:00

I don't know why I'm still wide awake at such ungodly hour. I just can't get to sleep when my head is already exploding. Although there's no paper tomorrow, I've consultation with Ms Yong and the rest of the lovely people! :D

Lots of brain cells killed over these two days. Perhaps, eyesight might be failing too? Haha. Just kidding.

Obviously some things happened and I'm not going to go into detail. But my dear girl*, cheer up kay! You know who you are. You have lots of people around you, giving you their support alright. You know that even if the clouds fall on you, there're still 5 people who will hold it up for you right. (:

Anyway, two more papers to go and I'm going to conquer them all. I will! :D

"Perseverance is more prevailing than violence; and many things which cannot be overcome when they are together, yield themselves up when taken little by little."

*Names are removed to protect the identity of the person. (:

2009-10-03T19:30:00.003+08:00

It has almost been a month since I last posted and I'm back with some pictures this time round! :D

Promos are ending in a few days time, I'm left with MCQ(s)! Promos seemed to be pretty screwed. Oh well... I told Mum that day that if I'm going to get retained, I'm would most prolly change my subject combination. Let's hope not though, fingers crossed!

Day out with this bunch of girls (+/-) yesterday and the day before. Fun fun time with them! :D

:D

:D

I miss you girls seriously! Meet up soon alright!

And last but not least, I miss you guys! 4/8 '08!

And of course, BIOSTRYSICS!

Most of them are still having their promos! Meet up after promos kay! :D

"Even if the results aren't immediate, it will show one day." I love this phrase kay! Thank you to you know who you are! :D

Thank you girls for those encouragements and concerns! Be it post-its, messages, etc. You girls know who you are. (:

I'm so looking forward to the post promos activities! It's going to be fun! Not forgetting Nike Human Race = Time to train!

Alright, that's for now. (:

2009-09-06T00:35:00.003+08:00

17 days to GP Promos and 22 days to the rest of the papers. Yes, the year's drawing to an end, isn't it fast? And did I mention that my Biology Paper will be on the same day with my Economics Paper? Oh yeah, I can't afford to flunk them!

Biology field trip to Sungei Buloh wasn't too bad. (:

I went back to the doctor for my review and he said that not all the germs are killed resulting in 10 more bullet antibiotics! Oh well. And I found out something interesting, I didn't know that milo actually contains caffeine. That was what the doctor said. No caffeine products such as coffee, tea, milo, coke, pepsi, basically all those drinks which are black in colour contains caffeine. Haha.

If I could turn back the time, I wouldn't have let this happen.

2009-09-01T18:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was disastrous yet at the same time fun. How contradicting right?

After SR's teacher's day celebration yesterday, went back to Coral. Oh man, I miss everybody like to the max! Biostrysics!

Humphery was funny. His mouth was so sweet yesterday. Those who went will understand why. HAHAHA!

Ms Chan was like can you all come back more often? Haha! I know she miss all of us a lot! :D

I love those catching up sessions with them. Although it's just sitting around and updating each other with our lives is simply great! :D

However, the night was so gloomy. I hate to cry seriously but I just couldn't control. ):

I went to the doctor today and the doctor said until my condition is like so serious. What viral infection, sensitive pathways, etc. And I have to go back for review. But this is not the point, the main point is that I have 6 types of medicine - 7 tablets to swallow + cough syrup. I hate medicine! ):

2009-08-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

Mum asked me a question just now. She asked if I want to go to Poly. She was saying that I should have listened to her in the first place to go Poly and not JC. She said that perhaps I would not be that stress if I have listened to her. She mentioned that daddy said that cousin also never study so hard or so stress, why am I like that. I don't know either. I really want to do well, but I don't know how seriously. Only my Bio is showing some improvements now, but it's just an H1. Damn. I regretted. I should have taken it as H2 instead. But anyway, I know I can't do anything now. I cannot regret because it's my decision. Rahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

4 more weeks!

2009-08-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

Charissa is not happy. ):

2009-08-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

This is so freaking irritating. Mission-X is such a chore! ):

I hate things to be the way it is now. ):

Promos is in 4 weeks time and what have I done? None. ):

When will I recover? Can it be fast fast pretty please? ):

It seems that many are down and stressed. ):

In conclusion, ): ): ): ): ):!

2009-08-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

Happiness isn't about what happens to us - it's about how we perceive what happens to us. It's the knack of finding a positive for every negative, and viewing a setback as a challenge. If we can stop wishing for what we don't have, and start enjoying what we do have, our lives can be richer, more fufilled and happier. The time to be happy is NOW!

2009-08-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

Life's such a chore seriously. It's not only a chore but it's really screwed up.

I'm beginning to get sick and tired of it. I seriously hate this. I don't know what's the freaking problem with me.

Life just sucks and I can no longer take it.

Results aren't showing. Those tests and quizzes are freaking me out. Not to mention PW and OP(s) too. Chemistry SPA is in 2 weeks time and promos in 7 weeks. How am I going to conquer that? What can I do? My mindset's no longer that positive. I just can't find back those confidence and motivation. How great?

Did I really make a wrong choice?

How I wish I have a shoulder to cry on now! ):

080809.

2009-08-08T10:35:00.004+08:00

Oh yeah, I'm blogging in the study now. A Saturday morning. Great or great?

Thanksgiving concert yesterday was a blast. However, moods of the people weren't.

I don't know what happened to me either, too tired? Depressed? I really don't know.

I just want to be a sleeping beauty and not wake up. Wouldn't this be so great? It's so tiring. 7 more weeks to go. I don't know how much longer can I hold. Everything seems to be passing so quickly. Everything's just screwed.

I don't know what can I do. Why people just don't reap what they sow? Everything just seems like a dream, a repeated history. Maybe I just shouldn't be here.

If everything was as easy as ABC.

2009-08-06T01:35:00.002+08:00

Oh great. GP is driving me bonkers. I don't know how to continue. Rahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Will Run 2009.

2009-08-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

010809.

WILL RUN! :D

Oh yeah, Charissa ran more than 10km today! And I survived! :D

See how my muscles protest tomorrow.

After that, stayed back in school to prepare for GP OP and it turned out that more photos are being added into my webcam folder.

And this is the hilarious part. I've a twin. LOL! John asked if Van Tay and me are twins! Though we all have '-ssa' in our names, but HAHAHA!

Okay, shall update soon alright! I'm knocking out. :D

2009-07-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

I feel so stupid.
I feel so useless.
I'm pissed off with myself.

9 weeks! 28 September.

2009-07-22T23:19:00.002+08:00

Life is pretty like a maze. It brings you round and round and after that you will be back in square one. Life is a riddle. Life is full of questions. Life is full of emotions. Life is all about what you do and how the things you do will impact the others. Life is sometimes confusing too. This is life. We all have to go through this. It's not easy.

Alright, promos is approximately in 10 weeks time and my timetable for the next 10 weeks will be studies! From 7am to 9pm everyday, I think those after school sessions are pretty productive! :D I hope I can persevere together with S24 and I hope our efforts will pay off. We'll work hard together and we must promote together as a class! :D

And fastfood chains will love us to the max man! Delivery! :D Yesterday was Macs, today is pizza. What's up tomorrow? Fish soup! HAHAHA! :D

Alright, off to do some work! :D

wrong.

2009-07-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

Something must be wrong with me.

I'm getting freaking emotional these few days.

I don't like it.

RAHHHHHHHHHHH!

helpless.

2009-07-14T00:47:00.005+08:00

忽然间感到很无助.
我不知道自己要些什么.
压力在我不知觉的情况下找上了我.
也许从一开始这就是错的.
我不属于这.
这一切都太迟了.
埋怨又有何呢?
好想好想逃离这, 去一个无忧无虑的乐园.
好想好想大哭一场.
也许会好过一些吧?
我找不到那个所谓的推动力, 应该如何是好呢?
时间并不多了, 只剩下10 个星期.
我不想半途而废, 我不想留级, 我要升上高二.
我不能让父母失望.
我还有好多好多想说, 但不知应该如何说起.

好了, 我累了.

大家加油吧!

PW model.

2009-07-12T01:32:00.004+08:00

Today's a fun day despite the fact that we have to go back to school. Rahhhhhhhhh!

It's fun having mass PW group meetings! It's damn hilarious okay! I like! :D

Our Sentosa model - Blue, Grey, Green! Inclusive of snowman(s) too! HAHAHA!

Mountain of homework. And we're going to end late for the next few weeks! 7pm on Thurs! ):

如果我们能回到无忧无虑的从前, 那该有多好?
如果人生能没有压力, 那该有多好?
如果这些如果能变成真的, 那该有多好?
我真的好累好累!

22! ):

2009-06-29T20:54:00.003+08:00

Today isn't a good day. It wasn't a good start. It wasn't what I wanted. It wasn't what I wished for. It wasn't.

EMO is the word for the day.

22! ):

Disappointed? Yes. Discouraged? A little.

I want to run away. I want to scream. I want to shout. I want the beach.

I don't even know why I can still smile and laugh. Trying to be more positive? I doubt so.

As I type this, my brain is so heavy. I feel as though it's going to explode in no time.

I want to fly away! Take my sorrows away will you?

RAHHHHHHHHHH!

On a lighter note,

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SHARON! :D

Oh yeah, Korean feast the other day with the girls was extremely GREAT! Pictures up on facebook. (:

And yes, I finally took the flyer which I wanted. Photos up soon, I hope? (:

And SR had the AYG torch relay today. :D

And there won't be school this coming Fri and Mon. :D

And lastly, CHEER UP GIRLS! :D

i'm wide awake!

2009-06-19T01:20:00.002+08:00

Hello readers!

I'm still wide awake! Yes, I don't know why! Haha.

I was blog-hopping and I came across biostrysics blog! The blog song - Till the end, brought back lots of memories, make me emotional again! ):

I MISS BIOSTRYSICS! ):

I MISS THOSE EXTRA LESSONS! ):

I MISS THOSE LUNCH AFTER EXTRA LESSONS! ):

I MISS 4/8! ):

But anyway, on a lighter note, biostrysics chalet at the end of the year! Something to look forward to! :D

KOREAN FEAST with them tomorrow! :D

Till then.

kok kok kok! ):

2009-06-17T21:39:00.002+08:00

Okay, my chest hurts. Maybe due to the intensive coughing or maybe my time is up? Rahhhh! I feel that my lungs are flying out when I cough. Tsk!

I slept my afternoon away after taking medicine. God damn it, how am I going to complete the mountain load of homework? Rahhhh again!

Anyway, quite a few things happened recently. :D

Last Saturday, badminton with part of 4/8. Like finally, got to meet up with them. :D Photos are up on facebook. I'm lazy to post it here. Hehe. Many of my unglams. Yes! Forever mine! I don't know why.

This coming friday, korean food! Yay! :D

I'm so excited for the end of year biostrysics chalet! I miss all of them man!

Yesterday had another interview with one of the assistant professor from NTU. Nice guy too. Heh. Thanks to group for helping me carry the bowling ball! It's heavy! Appreciate it greatly! :D

I'm so bored! No entertainment. ):

I can't find any other things to blog about. Till then.

telepathy.

2009-06-10T00:42:00.002+08:00

Telepathy! Haha!

1/32 probability. And her guess was right with just one try. How can that be right, Van?!

HAHA! She said it was telepathy. Maybe huh? Cause we're both vehicles! LOL!

And Shann, don't stress kay! Jiayou! You can do it! No worries, we'll finish together! :D

Mindef. (:

2009-06-09T17:48:00.002+08:00

Hello readers! :D

MINDEF - COOL! :D

So our interview today with Cpt Chen went fine and he is a nice guy! :D He gave us some pointers and indeed, made us think! Well, more pointers = more thinking = better strategies. (: And right, at first he wanted to bring us round Mindef, but it's okay. Next time! :D

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
Love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
Believe everything happens for a reason.
If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy.
They just promised it would be worth it.

How true right?

Anyway, yesterday had Astons + PRP with Jia Hui, Jane, Van and Shann joined us for PRP. She just appeared on the bus from no where!

I love swings! (Okay, like no childhood. But true enough, my childhood = dramas + TV serials! :D)

And we toured around PRP. Haha. Pony farm! But it was closed! Tsk! Anyway, we walked from the end of PRP to E-hub, under the hot sun. It was fun. :D

I want flyer! Anybody interested? Hehe. :D

And Shann, cannot bang wall! Later like me, got concussion! Smile! Heh. :D

I came across this, "Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close to your heart, because you might wake up one day and realise that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones."

Love the quote! :D

Till then. Training tomorrow! :D

360th.

2009-06-04T23:53:00.003+08:00

360th.

OMG! Today's damn hilarious, at the same time, prone to injuries! Rahhhh.

Studying session @ Ikea is loved! :D

Ya ya ya is freaking hilarious too! (That's why my forehead got a bum.)

The back of my head got a bum too! (Balanced already.)

And! Anyway, I'm just prone to injuries!

Those conversations! OMG! Laugh till my stomach pain.

Econs! Mission-X! Jiayou! Jiayou!

E-learning! Jiayou too!

Assignments! Jiayou x infinity!

Outing on the 8th? (Girls, confirm? :D)

Badminton on the 13th! :D (Yeah! Reunion! :D)

Clique outing! :D (Confirm with me your dates please!)

1S24 outing?

Study sessions again?

I got into GCE-HK.

Coach taught us how to hook the ball. Cool! :D

Training tomorrow. :D

Astons + Steamboat + Bowling + Movies + Marina Barrage + PRP + ... + (n+1). :D

Till then. Photos up soon, I hope! :D

better day?

2009-06-03T00:03:00.003+08:00

Shann said that today will be a better day. Hope so!

Econs is making me crazy! Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

You know it's so complicated!

I'm currently doing my Mission X-trepreneur. Must apply 3 economics concepts! Omg luh! This is still not the OMG part, the part which you go OMG is the business proposal plan.

I'm very tired and I so feel like giving up, but I know I cannot! ):

Persevere? I must!

I need motivation greatly! Pretty please?

Till then.

bored!

2009-05-30T22:37:00.003+08:00

HELLO READERS! (If anyone is still reading my posts. Haha.)

I'm so bored! ): (Someone please entertain me! Hehe. :D)

I want to go out! ):

I want to hmm....... I don't know. Wait till I find my answer. :D

I know already!

I WANT TO BOWL! :D

I want to finish my homework fast! (Someone please motivate me!)

I have a long list kay! All the subjects also have!

I want study sessions! :D

Clique, go out soon! :D

Sharon Heng! GET WELL SOON! (Antibiotics rock! :D)

I don't know why.

2009-05-29T00:39:00.003+08:00

I don't why I'm so emo again. RAHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I don't want to get back any papers! Spoil my holiday only! ): ): ):

Anyway, it isn't any holiday. I've a long long list of homework + E-learning to do.

School later, 10.45am. (:

QTS + Econs lecture from 2 to 4pm. Why need 2 hours?! Probability of returning the papers: 2/3! OH NO! ): ): ):

There are people who tell me what's done is done and must think positively. BUT, I don't know why I can't! GAHHHHHHHHHHHH!

PW on Monday and Tuesday, starting from 10am, meaning more sleep. :D

Damn it! My mood is spoilt totally! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I don't want! ):

Till then. My photos with the girls are waiting to be uploaded!

Would you be there? ):

broke down.

2009-05-17T00:26:00.003+08:00

I know I shouldn't be here right now because MYE in a day's time. 1 day left! Rahhhhhhh! And, I'm so not prepared! GP! Econs! Maths! Chem! Bio! How much have I really done? Gahhhhhh!

Oh yeah, I literally broke down in front of mum and dad just now. Stress! I think I'm still unable to handle the stress, though I'm trying my best to. They told me that it's okay as long as I try my best and don't have to get too affected. They added that if I can't cope, it's alright to transfer to Poly. In conclusion, just don't be too stress!

I really thank god for having such understanding parents! And, thank you girls for those encouragements! I really appreciate greatly! :D

When I think back, I realised that I'm so silly to cry over an exam. Haha.

1 week will be over soon! Persevere! 1S24, all the best! My girls, jiayou okay! :D

P/S. 卡车, 别忘记我们的雪糕约定! 加油! :D

study leave.

2009-05-13T23:46:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps! :D

Study leave starts tomorrow! 5 more days! Oh so fast right! Counting down from double digits to single digit! Rahhhhhhhhhh!

Consultation with tutors tomorrow, after that, mug mug mug with HAHAHA! They know themselves!

Finally, handed in the first draft of GPP, meaning 6 weeks had past!?!?! We're now half on task! :D

Bowling!! Next friday right, JH? Haha! If only today was the 22nd... I would have jumped up seriously.

Alright, work hard people! :D

P/S. 卡车! 要多讲华语! 大家要一起加油哦！:D

wrong choice?

2009-05-05T22:04:00.001+08:00

Have I made a wrong choice?

I feel so lost!

13 days.

awkward.

2009-05-03T01:08:00.002+08:00

15 days left!

5 papers in a week isn't that bad, the horrifying part is that how are we going to memorise those definitions/ formulae/ limitations/ concepts into our small little brains? The contents are super heavy, especially for Econs, it's almost our whole lecture book with 100 over pages to study for.

Important Dates!
18/05/09 - GP
19/05/09 - Econs
20/05/09 - Maths
21/05/09 - Chem
22/05/09 - Bio

And after the exams, we will have 4 hours of PW lesson everyday until the 2nd of June! PI final submission is on Monday, 3 smilies pretty please! And hopefully, the rest of 1S24 can do well too! :D

Sometimes, I really wonder how did I manage to cope with triple science back in secondary school man. How did I manage to take 17 papers? It's really pretty amazing to see how far we've come.

Today, wrong, yesterday (past 12 already), Jh messaged me to tell me she missed clique out of a sudden and she is being super random okay. But true enough, I miss all of them too. It's really weird not to see them, not contacting/ talking with one another and I think it's awkward that we will run out of topics to talk about. The conversation will die off somewhere. Well, in conclusion, they are all getting well and busy with their lives. All different schedules, it's not easy to meet up anyway.

I pondered over Jh's words few months back, she mentioned that we must make it a point to meet up at least once every month. I wondered if this day will ever come with all so busy getting on with their lives? Blahhhhhh, I'm equally random too! Ignore me, I'm just finding a place for me to rant on.

Sounded so crappy and grumpy. Oh well. Whatever it is, if all are happy and healthy, that would be it! :D

Where's my vehicle?!?! I need your funny craps! ):

Alright, to end off, work hard and all the best to those who are or will be taking exams! Jiayou, 1S24! :D

Emo bugs!

2009-04-26T00:39:00.002+08:00

Hello people!

Today, I came across this term 'Emo bug'! Hahaha! Interesting okay. This made me talk and laugh to the computer screen like nobody's business. And! I saved someone (you know yourself) from being defeated by the emo bug! :D

The weather this few days is super horrible! Hot hot hot! This made so many people to fall ill and cause me to have this super terrible headache. Left school early on Thursday to see the doctor. No panadols but some acidic medicine. And I've to take another 2 pills to neutralise it as if we're doing some titration.

Speaking of that, Chemistry is a total disaster! Next chapter, Kinetics! I'm so going to faint!

Yesterday, opps, or should I say the day before since time has past 12. Well, we had our SR Olympics! And, Cetus won! Super happy! Way to go, Cetus! :D

22 more days to MYE! Jiayou everybody! Especially 1S24! Since we're all in this together, we'll all do well together! :D

Oh! Before I forget, PW's grouping is out. Well, I think my group is pretty good, think I'll have a great time with them! :D

To 4/8 '08

I know many miss 4/8! Well, we'll have to adapt to the changes around us and look forward to the things ahead of us. Afterall, we'll still meet up right? I think that there will be another chalet coming up at the end of the year, so we shall all work towards that common goal and put in our best in whatever we do okay! Be it in JC or Poly, we'll always be a part of 4/8 '08! We can all do this together! Jiayou and take care! :D

Time to go off, before the emo bug hunt me down later on! See ya!

I miss them! ):

2009-04-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps!

A short one before I get back to work! I don't know why I have this sudden feeling of missing people! I miss clique, yes again, I know. I miss our recess clique too! I miss 4/8 '08. I miss hearing the term 'Biostrysics'! I miss everything! ):

Oh my god! I don't know why I'm so emotional suddenly. I want to cry! ):

Though I have 1S24, I've Shann and Van and everyone else who makes my day, makes me laugh, talks to me and everything, alright, ignore me. I'm just getting emo for no particular reason.

Lecture tests results sucked hardcore and it's 27 days to MYE! Now it's really oh my tian! On top of that MYE constitutes 20% to Promos!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

And before I forgot, PI!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whatever it is, off to revise for Bio Quiz tomorrow! Take care folks!

wide awake.

2009-04-06T02:08:00.004+08:00

Hello peeps!

I'm still wide awake! Yes, because of the Chem Lecture Test later! AMS and Atomic Structure are driving me crazy! Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

PW! Lots of research to be done! And PI is due on Wed! ):

There's Bio Test on Carbohydrates on Tues which I know nothing about it since I've missed the lecture on that. Guess I'm gonna screw it up. ):

On a lighter note, Fri is Good Friday = Holiday! Yeah! And and and, I'm meeting up with my clique real soon! Bowling and badminton! :DD

Oh and my green bowling ball! :DD

Currently listening to Never Let You Go by Janice which made me think of the times during 'O' levels when I stayed up to study, listening to this song! This song has indeed brought back lots of memories! Hehe.

Alright off to study!

true fear.

2009-04-05T15:51:00.002+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Death
Commitment
http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_is_your_true_fear">What is your True Fear? http://www.gotoquiz.com/">Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

as promised to...

2009-03-28T21:29:00.019+08:00

As promised to post pictures from the 4/8 chalet, 091S24 class gathering, unglam moments in airport with Shannn and Van... The pictures are all up on facebook already. Do check it out there because I'm lazy to post it here. Hehe. No doubt, I will still post some here. :D

A picture speaks a thousand words, so here it goes...

Shannn & Van...

Great buddies @ SR!

Wei Lin & Lala...

Yeah!!

Irena!

Part of 4/8 girls...

Sharon!! I miss your Hoohoo(s)!

Clique! :D

Most of the 4/8 girls & Mr Ong

Jia Hui & Sharon!

P/S: Pictures are in random order!

I really really miss clique a lot!! I miss the jokes, the laughters, basically everything we did together! I miss 4/8 '08 too! The fun and joy we had together will always be remembered!

My life is pretty screwed this week. I missed one whole week of lectures and tutorials and I'm afraid of not being able to catch up. I don't know what to do, I'm stunned upon looking at the homework and to do list. I can't do those questions which was assigned. My life is turning upside down!

On a lighter note, I'm getting my bowling ball soon! :D

Some reflections...

Life in JC isn't easy, it isn't that simple as we thought. The stress level is high! I have friends around me undergoing mental breakdown. They are tired, they are stressed out, they need sleep. What I could say was only to try your best and it'll be over soon! Perseverance is the key to success! I know it's easy to say all that, but difficult to do it. However, since we've chosen this path, we can't regret. We have to make it and make it well!

Honeymoon period is over! More quizzes and lecture tests coming up, homework are never ending! Well, I'm doing my GP halfway, have to get back to it now!

- Never be afraid of failure because this is what that makes you learn.

Till then.

personality quiz.

2009-03-20T18:42:00.002+08:00

Personality Quiz!

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Try this!
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Upcoming post on 4/8'08 chalet and 091S24's dinner!

March holidays 2009!

2009-03-14T20:44:00.004+08:00

It's officially the start of the March holidays! Looking forward to 4/8's chalet tomorrow! Looking forward to meeting my clique and friends! It had been (past perfect tense, hahaha.) such a long time since I last saw them, and I really miss them!

I doubt we'll have the time to meet up after the chalet since poly is going to start soon. Not to mention about the class, even the clique can hardly meet up due to the tight and packed schedule we have.

Well, 091S24 is still as cool as ever! Having class lunch together at Mac, taking up 22 seats at one shot, laughing together... The bonding is still as strong, we're still as united. I'm enjoying the times with them. :D

Lectures on Monday and Tuesday!! Means no late night home tomorrow, and most of the time will be spent in school on Monday! Ahhhhhhhh!

Went to the IT Fair on Thurs after my review, by the way, I sprained my back. Don't ask me how, cause I didn't even know I sprained it in the first place. And the fair was freaking crowded with people, but I managed to get what I wanted. So 3 cheers! However, I still need to get some stuffs from there and the point is that I'm lazy to go again! ):

A point to note, 1S24's steamboat on Tues after Econs! It simply means more bonding sessions! :D

More LT tests and quizzes coming up after the holidays. Time to catch up!

On a lighter note, HAPPY 17, SHAN HUI! :D

Will update soon, hopefully with pictures the next time! 4/8'08 and 091S24! <3

Happy Valentine's Day!

2009-02-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

Orientation was a blast!

And I've really enjoyed myself during these 2 weeks in SR! I have super cool classmates and a super bonded class. Way to go 091S24! I believe we can pull it through during these 2 years together.

Not to mention those great OGLs whom have made orientation so fun and all, trying to get us all bonded and united together. :D

Those cheers which made us all so high especially the "Maiyo Maiyo Maiyo"! Hahaha! The college dance, chicken dance and that very moment when Cetus was announced to be the champion as well as all the cheerings had certainly left much memories in me.

I guess I will enjoy myself during these 2 years in SR and hopefully the rest in other colleges will too! Take care and see you guys soon! :D

Not to forget, Happy Valentine's Day to ALL! (:

crap!

2009-01-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, results are finally out, no more suspense! 12th January 2008.

Well, haven't really thought of where to go, tough choice! Maybe we'll all land up in the same school and be classmates again? I guess there's a high possibility of that though. Hahaha.

Alright, got to go and discuss and see what's the choice for us. See ya! :DD

HAPPY 2009!

2009-01-01T15:22:00.012+08:00

Alright, I'm finally back to blogging after quite some time. Well, it's a new year and a new start. And I will start off with this new chapter of my life. So, HAPPY 2009 to all!

2008 had not gone past easily but quickly because I've finally graduated from Coral and I'm thankful for all the wonderful memories left. It was a tough year but we managed to stay strong and have successfully overcome the big 'O's. Besides that, many things had happened. I'm not going to dwell on that, however I'm also thankful for what has happened and because of that, I've learnt to move on.

Thank god for blessing everyone around me to be healthy and strong and also for blessing me with this special bunch of people who never fails to make me laugh and be there for me. My clique especially, they brought me through an unforgettable 2008 and I believe there will be more to come.

Irena, Jia Hui, Sharon, Grace, Mei Yin, Mary-Ann, Adela and Weilin: Thanks for all the memories you guys gave me and all that you guys have done. Regardless of how many thank you I say, it will never be enough to express my gratitude. But whatever you guys have done for me, I really appreciate it! Thank you! :D

Stefanie: Thank you for the 7 years of friendship and I believe we have more years to come. Although we always say meet up soon, but it never happens. Haha. But it's okay, I'm sure this day will come. Cheers! :D

Celestine: The same old words... Thank you for lending me your listening ears whenever I need them and this year is not going to be easy for you. But whatever it is, just give your best shot and you will do fine. 加油! :D

Niang and Janelle: Part of our recess clique! It had been great and fun having you guys during recess. No matter where we go, keep in touch and all the best in your futute endeavors! :D

4/8' 08: It was great having to hang out with you guys for the past 2 years. You guys have been fun. Thank you for the memories left and I will definitely remember them. All the best for the upcoming results! :D

I have been working with Adela and Grace for the past 5 days and yesterday was the last day. We were all counting down together with the cars! Carrerista Jamboree 2008! It was nice working with the whole lot of marshals and officials. They are all friendly and super funny! Hahaha. Lots of funny encounters over the past 5 days but I shan't elaborate on it or else I don't know when I will end off.

Alright, that's for now. Take care guys!

P.S. I have a lot of overdued photos. I will try to upload them soon. (:

Judge.

2008-08-28T19:40:00.003+08:00

"Never judge a book by its cover", a well-known famous quote.

Well, I've learnt my lesson this time round. Never ever jump into any conclusions without hearing the stories of both sides or even start commenting. Even if we hear the stories of both sides, the story might sound contradicting because as human beings, we tend to deny, and that's very true. In fact, it happens all the time.

As I've mentioned, human beings tend to deny and of course, gossip. I guess it's just human nature that we do all these.

And some might appear to be strong, however, it does not mean that they are not hurt at all. Perhaps, they just do not want to express it out or they do not know how to. Not saying a word doesn't mean that they are happy, neither are they well.

After this incident, I know that there were people who were seriously hurt. And I realised that sometimes miscommunications might lead to serious problems, and in fact, this word "miscommunication" is a very crucial word. It can just turn our lives upside down.

In conclusion, an important point to take note: we should always try not to comment or judge oneself because who knows that you might be the next victim. A quote to end off with, "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent".

Life and death is indeed unpredictable. Who knows you might see me today and the very next day, I'll be gone.

~ 53 days

Friends...

2008-08-13T20:20:00.002+08:00

Well, many things happened within these few weeks. I guess most of us should know what is going on without having to ask much.

It's kind of weird to see things going this way. I suppose this is not what most us want to see? Having to see a friendship end this way, going in their separate routes is definitely the last thing everyone would wish for.

Sometimes, it's indeed difficult to forgive and forget. It's also difficult for one to accept the fact and face the reality and some people will choose to run away from it.

Perhaps because I'm not the one undergoing through all these, and therefore I'm not really in the position to comment or handle the problem. Though what I wish for is that nothing has happened, however I can't deny the fact that we must be strong and face all these obstacles.

It's because of these obstacles, we learn and grow. From all these obstacles, we must learn to pick up from where we fall and carry on with life. Life is never too long, therefore we should always make good use of each day and of course, treasure your life.