Monday, November 06, 2006
hey peeps,
i'm back.
results are out... quite disappointing though. mum wasn't tt satisfied. neither do i. however, i improved. i dropped in class position by 1, bt i managed to push up 2 positions in level. afterall, it wasn't tt bad, i supposed.
jiahui did quite well though. CONGRATS. sure can go bio class de la. no need to worry too much la. hope to go same class as u again. really hoping...
handed up e option form. it was really HARD to choose. really HARD. really desire to go to bio class. may god bless. anyway what i can do nw, is just to wait. and leave it to fate like wad ms ng said. 10 more days... awaiting...
grandpa passed away last saturday night on 28 oct at 9.30 pm, i guess. didn't manage to see him for e last time. it was really sad. he dotes on me loads. he cooked for me. although i don't stay with u, bt i truely love u. if we didn't had u, i wouldn't noe wad 'll happen to us. felt really bad. should have listen to mum nt to go for meiyin's party, instead to go and visit him. sighs. bt wad more can i do. must accept e fact. i can't change anyting le. was really busy for e whole of last week. i'm sorry for nt being able to visit u every time. i'm sorry for nt giving u enough care n concern.i'm sorry for nt being able to help upon seeing u gasping for air every minute.i'm sorry for nt being able to treasure e little time we had together.u braved cancer.u are able to walk already.bt y suddenly lyk tt?why? why? oh god pls tell me why.on yr deathbed, u still remembered me.u asked for me.bt i wasn't there for u in time.why won't u wait for me?perhaps, if i see u go.my heart 'll bleed more.bt at least u left us peacefully.however, it's disheartening.really disheartening.i noe by saying all these nw, it's all pointless. bt i jus wanna sae tt u'll always be my beloved ah gong. u'll always be remembered.
CONGRATS to STEF JIE. heard tt she could go to her desired class. CONGRATS once again.
gtg. bye.
signing off with passion @ {11/06/2006 12:39:00 PM}
