Friday, August 31, 2007
Today was fine without lessons. However, I was so tired, so sleepy. I slept at 5.15am this morning to finish up those cards and finish wrapping the presents. Slept for about an hour plus. Cool right? Still can take it until now, BREAK RECORD! Hahas. After morning assembly, all the Sec 3s went up to the hall for our interclass dodge ball match. Quite a number of things happened. I shan't elaborate more about it. Went back to class for home room. The froggies' story is finally revealed. Sharon, Wenxin, Adela and me then went out of the class to find teachers to pass them their gift. Ms Kang gave us a hug, Mr Dennis Teo wanted to shake our hands, and Ms Grace Ng was the cutest, she was afraid that we would smash her with cake. HAHAHA!Had concert later on, it was fine. Over-run, the time is not enough. There are still performers whom haven't perform, yet we are released. Poor performers, practised so hard when they can't perform.Went to look for other teachers after assembly, passed them their gifts. And, I wonder why teachers are so cute? They will go "You still remember me arh?" Of course we do, you are the ones whom followed us through, guiding us along the way and correcting our mistakes. How could you guys be forgotten?Stayed back in school to finish up the editing for the competition. Reached home around 3 plus. Anyway, teacher's day is tomorrow. I shall save my words for tomorrow's post then. Hahas. Thursday
Nothing much. Got back our progress reports or was it on Wednesday? Oh yes, it's on Wednesday. Whatever it is, the results just sucked. Argh, I wonder when will I see A1s again. I guess it's tedious though. Sigh.Alright, I suppose that's about it. Perhaps, cycling with lovelies tomorrow? Will see how then. Bye.
signing off with passion @ {8/31/2007 09:11:00 PM}
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Hello peeps.
Today was supposedly fine. (:
Lessons were alright, only that it ended late, 4.15pm. Other than that, a fine day it was. :DD
Biology test was cancelled and being postponed to Monday, had practical instead. I think it turned out rather okay.
Went to central after school for bubble tea. And headed home after that.
GET WELL SOON!
Still chatting with Clarissa. :DD It had been such a long time ever since we last chatted! My dear girl, certainly a drastic improvement and I'm indeed proud of you. Don't worry too much, everything will turn out fine. With your perseverance and sheer determination, I shall await to see you shine! All the best! Charissa's favourite quotes will always be there for you. And, I promise to be there when you need me alright. CHEER UP! You are much loved! <33
Yesterday
Lessons were alright. I think Chemistry test was okay too.
Had CIP, went to the Cerebal Palsy Centre. I think somehow the spelling's wrong.
I swear that it was the worst CIP I ever had. Not that about the people there, but it was just that we had to walk under the heavy rain to the bus stop. Some of us wanted to take a cab there, but the teachers said that one for all; all for one, and that's the spirit. But the weather yesterday was really in a very bad condition. The roads were flooded with water, muddy water rather. Our shoes were indeed soaked. Totally wet, fortunately we have got spare shoes, if not wouldn't we have to come bare-footed to school today?
Back to the centre, the people there were rather friendly, and I felt that some of them are even more capable than us? I helped to feed the people there and pushed the wheel chair. It was definitely a fruitful experience. Voluntary work, anyone? Haha. (:
Actually, went there last year too. It's only that last year, we taught the school children there, this time round the people were much older than us. Nevertheless, it's still alright, we managed to fulfil the tasks.
That rounds up the day then. (:
School holidays are approaching soon, but it's not like one. We have to go back to school everyday! Why not cancel the holidays and make it like a school day instead, it makes no difference.
Anyway, take care people. Bye.
signing off with passion @ {8/29/2007 08:51:00 PM}
Monday, August 27, 2007
Hey peeps,Today wasn't a least better. Wasn't feeling very well, didn't went for HMT. Lessons were fine with the fact that I slept at 3.30am this morning because of the Social Studies Project. Fortunately, today's lessons start late. If not I think I will faint. Mr Ong wasn't here, however there's work assigned. Geography was fine. After recess, two periods of Biology as Ms Chan took over Mr Teo's Maths period as he's on course. Went home after that to take a nap. Wanted to wake up at 4pm, ended up I woke up at 6pm!! And there's a Chemistry test tomorrow. Good luck to me. I haven't study yet. I think I went overboard? I'm sorry. I think I owed you an apology.Yesterday had tuition and met out for dinner with my girls while discussing for the Social Studies Project. And to say Humphery, he makes my blood boils! Ask him out for meetings, too busy, then got time go for tennis right? AWESOME! Mary-Ann said that I was very fierce and she's scared. She said that she next time don't dare to offend me. HAHAHA! Am I really that fierce? Alright, off to study for Chemistry. Bye peeps.
signing off with passion @ {8/27/2007 07:52:00 PM}
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Be inspired...Experience is simply the name we give our mistakes.- Oscar WildeObstacles are those frightful things you _____ when you take your eyes off your goal.- Henry FordYou must be the change you wish to see in the world.- Mahatma GandhiIf you hear a voice within you saying "you cannot paint", then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced.- Vincent Van GoghSorry for the _____ . I just realised that I didn't copy down the quotes properly. As I was copying, I didn't look on to the paper. Now then I realised that the pen no ink! SORRY!Chong Zheng Primary's Vision:A life-long learnerA creative thinkerAn individual who values himself and others alikeNice one, isn't it?I just LOVE those quotes above! :DD
signing off with passion @ {8/25/2007 08:22:00 PM}
Well, maybe today was meant to be a fun and hilarious day?I certainly hope so, but sad to say, it wasn't. ):Perhaps it was my fault? I didn't make myself clear? If I know this kind of situation would happen, we'll meet earlier instead. We wouldn't meet so late, and reached that place late.We were really trying to find our way there. We even called up people to ask for directions despite that it was so early.I'm sorry to have been seated too far apart. I didn't know that the camera couldn't fit in so many heads. Nevertheless, I think you could just say it more softly? Everyone there turned and looked into my direction. I felt so embarrassed at that point in time.Having things clarified are good. However... Before I say anything, I apologise in advance if you happen to read this.I told you to fetch them at 7am at WS and we'll meet you at tampines station later on this morning. If I never hear wrongly, you said okay? After that, if I didn't call you to check with you, wouldn't we be waiting for you blankly?I felt so helpless. I don't know what to do. I have no one to talk to, I wanted to cry, but I didn't dare to at the exhibition. I'm afraid that people will ask me what happened. I think no one even cared about my existance. No one bothered to talk to me, no one bothered to ask me what happened. I just felt like a wood block standing there like nobody's business. ):She was very upset over this matter. I can't do anything to cheer her up either. CHEER UP, GIRL!Went home after that. Met her out to do project, all not in mood to do anything. Only me and her was there. 2 out of 5 person, how great the group is.Anyway, a lot of things to touch up. Tons of homework to be completed. Good luck to me!I'm currently taking the commercial time to finish blogging. CAMPUS SUPERSTAR! :DDKEELY, JIAYOU!That's about it. Bye peeps.
signing off with passion @ {8/25/2007 07:00:00 PM}
Friday, August 24, 2007
Well, today was supposed to be a short day. But it doesn't seem to turn out this way. Anyway, lessons were fine until chinese lesson. I was suffering, splitting headache! I just felt so uncomfortable until i almost died.Assembly was fine. CCA was fine too.Went to Chong Zheng Primary after that to set up the booth for tomorrow's exhibition with Jiahui, Irena, Adela and Miss Chan.Overall was quite okay, I hope. Hahas. But I think it turned out quite fine though. Perhaps, only a little too plain. Other than that, I think it's okay.Miss Chan was nice enough to pay off our hardwork by HAHAHA! Thanks! Dined at LJS. :DDAnyway, the exhibition would be from morning 7.25am till 1pm? That's about it. Bye peeps.
signing off with passion @ {8/24/2007 10:15:00 PM}
Thursday, August 23, 2007
I just feel like crying. Don't ask me why because I also do not know why. Today wasn't fun at all. Perhaps to the rest, YES, but definitely not to me.We went to the matrix building somewhere near Biopolis street. The talks were fine, but honestly, I didn't know what they are talking about. Mr Ong is also very cute. His main purpose of going there was to eat the buffet? Although 3/8 is very cute too, we had a mini picnic on the bus to and fro the journey, jokes were cracked, filled with laughters. I just felt like a nuisance? I don't know. I think I'm getting more useless as days pass by.Choosing to be in 3/8 isn't bad at all. the people there are nice. However, the STRESS level is killing!Perhaps, counselling or rather consoling people aren't my forte. But, I seriously hope that you guys are fine.I know the feeling of being left out is terrible. But, you do have friends, you have us. Honestly, you aren't a fool. You are NOT, so please don't say that. I know by saying all these might not be of use to you, but the purpose of this is to let you know that you aren't a fool. You are a smart girl, you should understand what I mean. Last but not least, just want to let you know that you are something. You are someone we treasure, you are always the girl there for us.I know the taste of failure isn't good. Who wants to fail? That feeling really sucked alright. My results are deproving. What does that mean? Perhaps, i didn't put in enough effort? I really don't know what to do. People always say that FAILURE IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS. But I just see no light, my hope and faith are fading as time passes by.My confidence! Where is it? I can't find it anymore. Those failures really made me lost my confidence. Not once, not twice, it's time and again. Was told not to give up until the end of the year. Maybe I really cannot take it anymore? I don't know.Seeing the ones around me getting upset over their results, the feeling really isn't good. I'm feeling the same way too, it's just that I don't want to show it out. It's difficult to walk out of it, it's never easy walking out of failure. It hurts, I know. The pain is just like losing someone you dear. I think this time round, no more A1s. And this feeling will really suck. Yesterday was fine? Went for excursion to the blood bank. It was interesting. And we made Ms Chan angry. Sorry. Whatever it is, I hate my life now, I hate failing.By the way, some good news. BIOSTRYSICS'S SPA are ALL being postponed! :DD That's about it. Bye peeps.
signing off with passion @ {8/23/2007 09:39:00 PM}
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
things are all happening at one whole shot.time for some confessions again.hate is indeed a strong word. once you said it, you can never take it back. it's hurtful, it's sad to hear it.life is full of obstacles. it's all about trust - secrets.nothing much happened though. it was only that my thoughts are running wild again.got back chemistry test's result and it sucked. i just cant get hold of mole concept! ):had no CCA today as the lab was used for some functions. postponed to friday instead. guess it will be from 1.30 - 3.30pm.p/s. i'm awaiting to go to the movies and my sakae treat with my mum! :DD
signing off with passion @ {8/21/2007 09:45:00 PM}
Monday, August 20, 2007
this post is dedicated to miss zhuang wenxin.HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENXIN; APPLE! :DDHAHAHA! i'm not gonna say out all the names like what i did in the card.stay happy and cheerful always ya. 15 already, must mature. hahas. actually, dont mature also nevermind la. you will still say yourself cute right? lols. may all your wishes come true. i'm short of words and you know i'm not good in handling words. what i wanted to tell you have already been written in the card that i gave you. anyway, dont get so stressed up ya. take it easy. i know it's difficult. but try alright. you have many listening ears around you, tell them your problems, dont keep everything to yourself. trust me, you will definitely feel very much better. and dont get so devastated upon getting one result. it's not the end of the world. pick up from where you fall! learn from your mistakes. you can do it! you can! like what i always say, if there's a will, there's always a way alright.also dont feel so sad! life is full of obstacles, with ups and downs. you must learn how to face and handle it. you are there for me whenever i needed help, be rest assured that i would too. i'm sure the rest around you would do the same as well.
so CHEER UP! :DDwith loves,charissa (:
signing off with passion @ {8/20/2007 10:05:00 PM}
hello peeps. today's lessons were fine. sort of fast? hahas. had mother tongue, social studies, biology and physics. went to school a little earlier to help out in the biology exhibition boards and also hide some stuffs as it's someone's big day. hahas.her reaction damm cute la. i secretly left the volleyball on her chair. after morning assembly, she went back to class and pulled out her chair. she gave a "eh? this is not mine." look. hahas. i cant control already la. i told her to check properly and she saw the card. lols. anyway, those lessons were fine.great news to share. physics SPA postponed to next thursday! and the physics mock common test is postponed to the week after the holidays! :DDsunday
did my homework and went to central to get some stuffs. after that met wenxin and lala to do some * stuffs. hahas. i think we did until around 10 plus? and both of them kept "pericardium-ing" me! saturday
had biology lesson or rather practical, 1st trial for SPA. was okay? only that drawing the graph was confusing. however the smell of the amylase stinks! hahas. lunched out at LJS with the usual peeps. (: no tuition. (:alright, that's about it. i'm gonna dedicate another post later on.
signing off with passion @ {8/20/2007 09:32:00 PM}
Friday, August 17, 2007
hello peeps.well, not posting for the past few days as i didnt come online. great achievement, isnt it? hahas. i have decided not to come online so often. it's time to buck up, eoy is just about a month away, yet i'm facing the computer everyday. everything has its limit, it's time to refrain myself from the computer.it's time to mug. by right, i ought to start revising for my eoy as well as for 'o' levels already, time flies. no more slacking, i promise to work hard not for anyone else, but MYSELF! i cant let myself down! no more repeats of the past! i want to smile widely when collecting my report book, i want to smile and say i did it! i can do the papers. i can! no more tearings, no more cryings, no more disappointments! i promise to do my best, really, my very best. i want my parents to be proud of me. you know the time when your parents praise you, the feeling's great isnt it? i want that feeling! :DDalright, morning assembly's topic is about 3 things... this topic actually struck my mind. indeed, i have many things i want to do, achieve as well as treasure. firstly, my family. if not for their care and support, i wouldnt have come this far. they are my pillar of support, they mean a lot to me. they are my everything. a BIG THANK YOU to them. secondly, my friends. if not for their help and encouragements, i think i wouldnt be here now. THANK YOU! lastly, hope. we live for hope everyday, hoping for all the good things to happen, hoping for good grades, hoping for tomorrow would be a better day etc. HANG FOR HOPE! (: people, what about yours? anyway, today was fine. lessons were fine. ms ng wasnt here for english, mr fabian lim took over, we watched men in black. hahas. had a test during chinese. and pe had a theory test. boohoo! i dont know how to do! ): however, we did dodge ball. hahas. 3/8 won! you guys rocks man! and we wore our class tee for the very first time today! (:after recess had geography. was quite fine. and that ended the day.went to jiahui's house after school and went to get some stuffs from popular and ikea just now. the journey's fine? hahas. dumb things happened along the way. lols. i shant elaborate about it. if you want to know more, come and ask me instead. hahas.thursday
we did chemical practical, titration. was fine? somethings happened. perhaps, we will need to re-do the practical again? had physics test. other lessons were fine. (:wednesday
we had physics practical, last trial before SPA. i think should be okay? i dont know. biology practical. :DD we cut the goat's heart! it's very fun. although it has a little smell, but after all it was alright. i love those practicals, it's enjoyable. (: had maths test too. fail for sure. i kind of forget the formulae! arghs. nevermind. chemistry was the last period. and ms kang actually used 25 minutes talking about our class. and this particular sentence she said really struck me. "YOU ARE NOT THE BEST YET!" from the faces i saw, everybody's expression was the same. shocked? hahas. and we feel stress is because we are the ones who caused it, not any others. it's because of our time management, she added.had tuition at night. was fine. (: 3/8, we will work hard together to prove her right that we are the best! if you think you can, you can. if there's a will, there's always a way. (:in conclusion for this week, 6 tests in 5 days. 2 SPAS coming ahead. what a wonderful schedule we have. faith, hope and confidence are what we need. reach out for the skies! (:我用一只手弹琴, 另外只手才可以牵着你. 这是不能说的秘密.frankly speaking, the scenes of secret in still on my mind. it's nice. :DDalright, pictures will be uploaded soon, once i receive them. this is a long long post, isnt it? enjoy reading then. hahas. bye.
signing off with passion @ {8/17/2007 09:00:00 PM}
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
well, sorry peeps for not updating. was busy for the past few days. today was fine with the fact that i think i will fail my chemistry test. mole concept is a killer? those formulae were confusing. =xanyway, what's over is over. first period was english and we had a class test for situational writing. the question's sort of difficult? managed to finish in time, however i dont think this would be a good shot. followed by chemistry and biology. biology was fine. tomorrow doing practical. sheep's heart, or is it goat's heart? whatever it is, i know it will be enjoyable. :DDafter recess was maths. mr teo returned us our long wanted test paper. hahas. i passed! yeahs! ended the day with physics. was fine too. was told that physics SPA would be held on week 9, thursday, good luck to me man.after that had CCA. was okay, did the discussions and preparations for CIP.alright, that's for today.monday was fine. lessons as usual. had some higher mother tongue talk conducted by some famous writer? we are gonna see her for 4 weeks! the lesson's okay? but rather bored. and we thought of this, "我想要说不能说的秘密." (: went to watch coral superstar after that. was fine too. sharon did the interviewing and stuffs. and i reached home around 7.10pm.sunday was practically chiong-ing homework till 2am? yup, that's about it. bye peeps.
signing off with passion @ {8/14/2007 07:30:00 PM}
Saturday, August 11, 2007
alright peeps, a short short post.woke up quite early today and finish up my tuition homework. had fries for lunch. and had tuition after that. bearings. i understand better already. (:next week's tuition on this coming wednesday. long long day. i think a lot's complaining about the class tee. it's okay la, but just that the printing is too small? i dont know. anyway, 3/8 peeps, pictures of the class tee are up on class blog. go take a look then.dinner-ed at central. went shopping for groceries after that. lols.cherries are nice! :DDoff to do my work. bye peeps.
signing off with passion @ {8/11/2007 09:10:00 PM}
Friday, August 10, 2007
fun day out indeed. (:
bowling fun with jiahui, lala, sharon, grace, jinghui and qingying! i kept eating eggs after my strike. pathetic man. my scores were like terrible. all of them are pros luh. almost all striked at least one.
after bowling went to the movies. the secret. (: i think it's nice luh. i declare sharon's a running tap. she cried until like dont know what. as if she just washed her face without drying it? hahas. the movie's sweet? overall, it's awesome like what sharon said? lols.
before the movies, went back to whitesands to get the money from syab to collect the class tees. sharon and grace actually bought the present in front of celestine? so funny luh. we were in the florist whereas celestine is with her mother and sister at ya kun. lols. her mother and sister are rather friendly. (:
saw wenxin and maple at tm. maple was so cute luh. her eyes got irritated by something? and it's like after thay watched secret, then when i saw maple, her eyes so damm red. i thought she cried until very terrible, as i have heard from people that the show's touching? hahas.
headed down to bugis after that to collect the class tees. cabbed home. too heavy luh and it's peak hour. by the time we collected is already 7pm? furthermore, it's a long distance to the station.
funny things happened in the cab. i shall not elaborate much. two crazy women on board laughing non-stop. hahas. laughed throughout. i was "entertaining" the taxi driver la hor. i spotted ah zhang, scare me to death. i kept on pushing sharon cos i scared it will just go on to the seat. hehs.
in conclusion, today was a day filled with joy and laughters. nice nice day. it's loved! :DD
wenxin's favourite quote: shhhh. 这是不能说的秘密. i think she's has bee in the bonnet with 周 X X.
alright, that's about it. bye peeps.
signing off with passion @ {8/10/2007 09:40:00 PM}
Thursday, August 09, 2007
seriously, i dont wanna pick up a quarrel with you. everyone has problems. i know it's hard to handle it. but please, if you have got problems, say it out. this is what you told me right? dont keep it to yourself until you cant take it, you will break down sooner or later. honestly, it's better to have someone to talk to. even if you dont wanna tell me, you still have got other friends. tell them, you will feel much more better.i'm not angry, i was rather upset. you could tell me that you got problems and you dont wish to go out. when i asked you if you are alright, are you fine, you told me yes. i do not know you are facing problems.take it easy alright, got anything, you are free to talk to me. dont bottle everything up. it's really not easy. i have tried it and it's terrible. you were there for me whenever i needed someone to talk to. be rest assured that i would too. i wouldnt want to see you upset, you are still the most cheerful girl i have ever known. cheer up! (:如果说声对不起就能把事情给解決掉, 能把不愉快的事给忘掉, 那该有多好.
signing off with passion @ {8/09/2007 11:00:00 PM}
HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!alright, it's 9 august again. that's so fast, isnt it? and the parade is gonna commence in an hour time. not gonna miss it man. first ndp at marina bay, how could i miss it right? hahas.did nothing today. practically resting. i'm too tired. yesterday was my nephew's birthday. HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY ANDRE! went over his place and had bbq. overall was fine. (:before that went to school, had celebrations for national day. was okay too. until i heard... i got upset again. i teared a little. nevertheless, i'm feeling better already. thanks people for your concern. especially to irena, thanks for your patience to cheer me up by all means. i really appreciate it. (:i shall post more about tuesday alright. tuesday had fire drills just before our recess which is during maths lesson. and mr teo very funny luh. he hurriedly packed his stuffs and left. i thought he was supposed to bring us there. hahas. anyway, everyone was groaning, grumbling and complaining. we practically sat under the sun for pathetic 35 minutes. sunburnt!nothing much. had extended recess? and there's no geography lessons. CME lessons are always filled with noise and laughters. went to do some survey after that, 8 questions. had CCA. got our CCA tees. well, it turned out ok? hahas. we filmed for our competition. SPECIAL THANKS TO IRENA, NIANG AND DARYL! they are our future stars. (: after that debriefed and dismissed them. stayed in school with jiahui for a little while.went home after that, suffering from splitting headache.a day out with my lovelies tomorrow. BOWLING! i'm looking forward to it! and gonna collect our class tees too. hope that it will turn out fine. a fun day ahead! :DDgonna do my homework later, if not i think i would be dead. it's like a mountain! hahas.anyway, take care peeps, and enjoy your holidays!
signing off with passion @ {8/09/2007 05:00:00 PM}
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
peeps, i'm tired. really tired.what did i do to deserve this? i just merely helped her. what's wrong to be close with a teacher? i mean i trust her, whenever i have problems, i could tell her. i do not have any intention. i only helped her because she asked for help. i thought that to help her could benefit the class.i didnt expect everything to turn out like that. even if you dont appreciate it, you could just say it right into my face and dont talk behind my back. it's worser, it's more hurtful alright.i'm feeling like a stranger.i dont know what's going on. i really dont know what to do. i'm lost; loss for words. crying in the bathroom is the best. no one sees anything, it just flows with the water. (:perhaps, it's all my fault.i'm in no mood to do anything and i'm suffering from splitting headache. ):
signing off with passion @ {8/07/2007 07:15:00 PM}
Monday, August 06, 2007
perhaps, it's my fault again. i shouldnt have said anything. maybe i shouldnt be a nosy parker trying to be a peacemaker. perhaps, i should just keep my mouth shut. perhaps, i should see things happening but not taking any actions? wouldnt it be great? i really wonder...how would i be if i have never been born into this world? could i live without my family and friends? would i miss them? would i look forward to seeing them each and everyday? would i miss their lovely smiles potrayed on their faces? would i miss their sweet encouragements? would i miss the times i spent with them? A DEFINITE YES! i swear with all my might. * i'm truely sorry if i've hurt you, alrhough you said you were fine.
signing off with passion @ {8/06/2007 07:00:00 PM}
alright peeps, i shant talk much about school today as there isnt really much things happening today with the fact that we sat under the scorching sun for about 20 minutes because the teachers are arranging us according to our sitting arrangements for 0808.anyway, i would just like to share some other stuffs alright. two things.it's definitely not about social discrimination, so please dont take things too harsh alright. perhaps, we werent sensitive enough towards your feelings, SORRY is the word that i can say.another thing happened today. well, am i involved in it? i really do not know. problems - friendship problems...problems arises just because of attitudes. is attitude that important? must attitude always be the reason for not talking to each other or quarrelling? must attitude be the only reason?am i not trustworthy enough? am i not up to your trust? sometimes i really wonder why cant people tell me their problems. all of you are keeping everything to yourself.perhaps, i'm not up to your trust. perhaps, you think i'm bias or even siding *. honestly speaking, i'm not. i just wanna help you guys solve your problems. i do not wanna see you guys in this state.you guys have problems and never talk to each other. you guys have problems, who doesnt? everybody has their own different problems. you guys can cry and tear, and not telling me what's happening. i dont even know what is happening, how to be bias or rather siding then? i'm just trying to be a peacemaker, is that so difficult? sometimes, i really feel so dumb.being the victim of being attituded. i'm sure everyone had gone through. so dont take it too hard alright, my dear girl. taking the initiative to solve the problem isnt a bad thing, at least you can tell yourself that you are trying right? i understand it may be tiring to be always the one taking initiative, but to keep this friendship going, isnt it worth doing so? if you feel like crying, i can lend you my shoulders. (:and my another dear girl, got problems must try to voice out or let it go. i know this is difficult, however it is never easy. learn to let it go at times, dont feel so stressed up. if you need a listening ear to pour your sorrows, be rest assured that i would there for you too. (:MY TWO DEAR GIRLS! CHEER UP ALRIGHT! SMILE! :DDi promise to be there for you when you girls need me okay. i might not be able to pick up your calls or reply your messages always, but be rest assured that i would lend you my ears and shoulders if you ever need them alright! (:with loves, charissa (:
signing off with passion @ {8/06/2007 05:50:00 PM}
Sunday, August 05, 2007
hello peeps!
did part of my homework and went out with lovelies to buy presents. alright, i'm the one buying cos my nephew's birthday's approaching. 0808. hahas. got him something from toys' r' us.
went to 201 after that. bought some stuffs and went to central. funny conversations and things happened. anyway, thanks for accompanying me, girls! went home after that. was a pretty nice day today.
met celestine and passed her her present just now. hope you like the present, girl! (:
my life philosophy: "You should listen to your heart, and not the voices in your head."
p/s. taken this philosophy from a test i did.
alright, off to do homework. it's gonna be a short short week ahead. bye.
signing off with passion @ {8/05/2007 07:45:00 PM}
Saturday, August 04, 2007
this post is specially dedicated to Miss Ng Rui Ting, Celestine.you finally turn 14 today, girl! HAPPY SWEET 14 alright. stay sweet, cute, lovely, pretty, nice, adorable etc. may all your wishes come true. and may ladyluck be with you always. thanks for being there for me, listening to my problems and stuffs. i really appreciate it. and also, i'm indeed touched with all your encouragements, especially those stars you made for me. be rest assured that they will be under good hands. hope that you will like the small lil' gift from me alright. (:my sincere thanks, my penpal. you are absolutely loved! <33with loves, charissa jie
signing off with passion @ {8/04/2007 10:00:00 PM}
alright peeps, i have decided to post a new post instead of the previous one again. hehs. i'm just lazy to edit it.so i shall start posting for today and the previous days respectively.today
biology lesson was cancelled today. so lunch-ed out at central and i'm forbid to eat laksa. ): had prawn noodles instead. went home and realised one of my notes went missing. nevertheless, had tuition as usual.i'm finally done with someone's... hahas. secret. :DDanyway, that's about today. nothing much happened, with the fact that is it's celestine's birthday today. (:friday
had two straight periods free. ms ng wasnt here for english. neither was shao lao shi, however there was supposed to be a test. but shao lao shi gave the wrong one. so there's no test! yeahs!had pe after that. last lesson on frisbee and we were told that there will be a theory test, cos the teachers would need to grade us for pe. first time hearing this kind of thing. hahas.combined humanities was the last period of the day. it was fine. (:saw the group category's coral stars singing, and went home after that. headed down to bugis with irena and lala for the class tee to be made. went to leeting's aunt shop. and she's a pretty nice lady. (:at first she asked her worker to served us as she's busy. wah! you know that guy is terribly irritating la. i shant elaborate much about it. actually he wanted to charge us $19 and he still said excluding GST. after that he added on, $20.30 including GST. we were like pleading him to charge us cheaper, dont charge so expensive and such. he said cannot, cos needa to a lot of things. then we were like...after that leeting's aunt was very nice, she charged us at 18 bucks which is like a difference of $2.30 la. $2.30 x 44 pieces equals to almost a hundred leh. not typical or what, but it's really too much. anyway, we'll collect the shirts on friday. (: thursday
lessons were fine. had social studies test, and i think i've flunked it? i dont even understand what the question is asking for lor. anyway, had chemistry practical. it was fun alright! nice. (: exprimental for different gases. and we recieved our very own chemistry practical apparatus which consists of test tubes, googles, pipette, test tube brusher and a cloth. during lunch break, there's coral star performance, couldnt watch much as there's lessons after that. nevertheless, we stayed in the canteen until we see mr teo walking out from the staffroom.some of them entered the class late, and mr teo started scolding everyone. did bearings though. there's no biology extra class as ms chan has a meeting. so ya, that concludes the day.wednesday
lessons as usual. nothing much. had chinese test. went to get maple's present after school. went home, studied for social studies test.unpleasant things happened. i shant elaborate much.tuesday
had chemistry test. i'm sure it's dead. i cant finish the papers. was told that this contributed 20%. there's another test coming up which contributes 80%. so not that bad, must work harder! after that lessons as per normal. nothing much.had CCA after school. was quite alright, and our club tee is coming out soon too! :DDoh ya, we were told that we are not allowed to use correction tape and correction pen. ridiculous, isnt it? if cancel, wouldnt it be so untidy? how to read? still say if we use, dont mark our work.that's about it.alright, shall stop here. a long long post indeed. take your time reading. hahas. bye.
signing off with passion @ {8/04/2007 09:15:00 PM}
Thursday, August 02, 2007
don't worry guys, i'm fine. thanks for the concerns. sorry peeps, i will edit this post again alright. tons of maths to be completed. so, bye.
signing off with passion @ {8/02/2007 08:00:00 PM}
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
sorry peeps, for not updating. i'm just gonna make some confessions, and blog about the previous days when i feel better.i really don't understand what's the point of treating people nice and they just treat it as nothing, like rubbish? alright, maybe i'm not nice enough? they don't even bother to care, why should i care then? why should i cry over these kind of stuffs? i just feel so stupid.if i don't understand you, would i even care to talk to you, to ask you how are you feeling? would i even bother to help you take your worksheets and stuffs? perhaps, i really don't understand you. perhaps, i'm no better than your friend. perhaps, i'm just a failure. perhaps, i shouldn't have said anything. if i keep my mouth shut, i think that would be better.perhaps, i'm a vase to you, i'm nothing to you. but whatever i did wasn't fake. it's from the bottom of my heart. i hope you will appreciate it. it's just my fault. i shouldn't have commented too much. everything's my fault. i'm feeling so extra nowadays. perhaps, i'm thinking too much. it's my illusion. i'm crazy. whatever it is, i will keep my mouth shut, i'm not going to care too much, i'm not going to be that nice. wouldn't it be much more better?i'm really stupid. cry for what? stupid! enough of that. it's always like that. i'm really tired, really very tired.
signing off with passion @ {8/01/2007 09:14:00 PM}
