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Thursday, May 31, 2007

clarissa; ha-mei,

take care alright! going on a holiday, vr shiok hor! hahas. take more pictures! i wanna see hor. hehes. you nw still nt feeling well, better GET WELL SOON! (: enjoy your trip yea. have a safe and fruitful trip! bon voyage! dont worry, i will miss you de. <33

with loves;
charissa; ha-jie

signing off with passion @ {5/31/2007 10:00:00 PM}

heys peeps,

slept at 1 plus ystd and woke up at 1 plus today. hahas. and ystd, i still took a nap frm 7.30pm to ard 10.30pm. frm this, you can see hw tired i am man! i need sleep! i needa replenish my sleeps, esp. for those nights during exams!

woke up, had lunch. then wenxin called. went down to central with her and maple. they ate laksa. hahas. then went to shop and save to get some stuffs. went home. slacked! i'm dead. i'm still slacking away?!?!

i needa buck up! CHARISSA TEO SHI YUN! YOU BETTER BUCK UP, BEFORE EVERYTHING's TOO LATE!! before no schools wanna accept you! WAKE UP! STUDY HARD! alright, I WILL! I PROMISE!

changed my blogskin. hahas. nice? any comments? and specially thanks to wenxin and lala. esp. to wenxin. thanks so much, lovely! she helped me to change the background to white. thanks a million! and lala, she helped me with the tagboard.

i gonna dedicate a post to clarissa ltr on. that sweetie's leaving for her holidays tmr. (:

and i cant understand why my monitor turned yellow out of a sudden. i suppose it's gonna bid goodbye to me soon.

well, that's all about today.

signing off with passion @ {5/31/2007 09:40:00 PM}

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

met jiahui, zeya and shao lao shi at taxi stand [ws]. i was the latest? bt i manage to reach on time, 7.15am. hahahas. cabbed down to NYJC. started promptly at 8am. wanted to start editing, bt since the parts of the video we needed werent there, the person told us to wait. he help us.

then came over and asked us bout the video clip, everything we want? we said yes. then he say must wait for 15mins. then ok lor. no choice mah. guess wad? one hr ltr then he came with the video clip. and we were left with an hour to edit. it's like so...rush! in between, did some sound recording. hahas.

finished up editing within an hr. consider nt bad alr. at least gt smth to hand in. hahas. this camp made me realised that there were a lot more cute teachers. lols.

there's one teacher, so damm cute luh. keep asking qns one. and the funniest part was that, she even brought her own printer over to print out her document. HAHAHA! we were laughing like hell. two comps still nt enough, still bring her own printer. LOL! bt she was nice, when we borrowed her mouse frm her, she allowed. hehs. we concluded that she was second ms yong. hehes. ms yong's cute in her own ways la. hahas.

there's one more, as the overall champion for the event was chung cheng high (main), their teacher vr cute also. she almost cried, i supposed? and zeya said that the teacher was so...immediately after the whole event ended, she called up ppl. hahas. i suppose she was sharing her joy. lols.

yes, i wont forget yeeting. she had definitely been a great help, a source of encouragement. thanks loads!

p.s to sharon, dont so emo la. hahas.

** peeps, gonna change my pooh away tmr. i will miss my pooh! sadded luh. bt use for vr long le ba. i shall change to hope! hahas. must be positive! (:

and and and, i saw quite a few sweet-looking girls in NYJC luh. quite pretty too. hehs.

alright, that's about it. bye peeps.

signing off with passion @ {5/30/2007 11:59:00 PM}

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

hey peeps!

super duple tired today man. met jiahui, zeya and shao lao shi in sch at 7.30am for NYJC media camp. one word to describe - tired! and i love NYJC. quite nice luh. gt lift somemore. those murals and paintings on the wall.. it's so pretty.

everything seems so great there. feel like gg there after graduating frm coral too. bt it's sort of far? at serangoon there. their cut-off point is like 10 points. challenging luh. we had this sort of student helper. her name is yeeting. nice girl she was, trying to help us no matter wad problem we encountered.

bt today seemed a bad day. problems are approaching after one another. totally pissed. all bcos of cabbage head? so selfish. everything dont want to lend us. we gg for competition, nt for playing. still dont lend. all of them kept scolding cabbage head, including **** *** ***. HAHAHA! we kept laughing luh.

cabbed home. and while in the cab, someone called. they told us that our tape inside gt nth? i had a great shock out of my life man. then after that is bcos our tape needs our own camera then can view. sighs. we didnt even touched on editing. and we only like have two hours to complete and touch up everything. i wonder could we finish?

persevere! yes, we will! one more day tmr! and we are done! btw, we went to bishan park to film. and we found a spa there. hahas. tranquility; serenity! it's so nice there! (: i would love to be there everyday man. lols.

alright, that's for now. bye peeps.

signing off with passion @ {5/29/2007 09:15:00 PM}

Monday, May 28, 2007

oh god! i'm so bored! i'm slacking. well, i must officially start mugging soon.

so practically watching tv, VCDs, blogging, uploading pictures and online. that's wad i did today. tmr gg back to sch for some chinese stuffs with jiahui and abulagedongdong Dong. and why abulagedongdong Dong? cos shao lao shi cant find some ppl.

wadever it is, it's just two days. hahas. after that, it's over! lols.

i'm still missing those ppl frm NAC! they are all so missed and loved! gosh. two days of working with them only alr like that, imagine a week? i guess i wouldnt want to leave. i missed working with them.

dedication to my girls. hahas.

CLARISSA; HA-mei: CHEER UP GIRL! you still have the EOY, dont be upset over this. i'm sure you could do much more better the nxt tym round. jiayou. i noe you have tried your best. i can tell, cos i can see the effort in you borrowing the maths workbook frm me to practise those qns. it's nt as if you didnt work hard, you did. persevere on alright! dont give up! i'm still awaiting to seeing you shine. prove me right! my dear girl, YOU CAN DO IT! seriously, YOU CAN! if you need a listening ear, can always come to me de. (:

CELESTINE: girl, you shld rejoice. you have done extremely well. i'm proud of you. and really proud. i know you still arent satisfied over your results. bt really, it's vr good alr. nt that i'm asking you nt to work harder, bt seriously, your results were pretty amazing. i'm sure you could do better for your EOY. jiayou. you must have confidence since i have absolute faith in you alright. if there's a will; there's a way. that's wad i always tell clarissa. so reach out for the skies! you too, need any help can always come to me. (:

WENXIN: i noe you are upset over your results. me too, i wasnt happy. bt wadever it is, there's no point being upset over spilt milk. it's over. we will work harder for the EOY alright. CHEER UP! (:

LALA: dearie! you can do it! work harder! if you need help, can always approach me de. (: jiayou alright!

SHARON: dont think too much. jiayou for the EOY. you can do it too! (:

IRENA: you also, add oil. you will succeed!

JIAHUI: your results quite good le lor. nevertheless, must work harder also ok! jiayou!

yup, that's all for today. nice nice shows tonight! campus and the 9pm show last episode. i wanna watch! alright, till then lovelies. bye.

signing off with passion @ {5/28/2007 05:31:00 PM}

Sunday, May 27, 2007

today was nice! (: went out with my lovelies [jiahui, wenxin, lala and maple] to expo. for two main reasons.
- visit the lovely and cute staffs frm NAC

- food fair

hahas. they all vr nice luh. (: all so sweet. purple, lynn, yanni, mary and jane! i wont forget you guys. you guys are much loved! NAC rocks! frankly speaking, i really miss those times during the work attachment. the crew room, the conversations... it's much loved!

i missed those times when after we eat, we will slp in the crew room. after that go out to work. the times when we sneaked out to buy some snacks to munch. the times when we chat with the crews. the times when we helped one another. and those food which we complained that it wasnt tasty. bt i still missed it luh. i missed those times when we greeted the guests with those smiles that we potray. " thank you, see you later, good afternoon, good evening", i tell you it's so fun. i missed those laughters! i missed those times when we needa open the doors. omg! so much things that i miss!

see, how a great impact it had on me after the work attachment. although it's tiring, afterall it's the experience we gain. (: wenxin said that we have became more polite after this work attachment. hahas. i hope so. =x lols.

went to had lunch at coffee bean. i drank ice mocha. and it costs like $7.10 just for that cup. then after that went to airport, see aeroplanes. went back to expo again to take pictures and headed to the food fair to buy food eat. (:

pictures we took today.

lala, lynn, me and jiahui <33

me and purple (:

Saturday, May 26, 2007

i overslept! nvm. reached sch at 9am. collected report book. wow! devastated. my results. wahahahas. well, it wasnt vr good. far beyond wad i have expected. ms chan said dont be discouraged. yes, i will try. i promise i would study hard for the EOY. and mug hard during the june holidays.

mum's reaction was...sighs. rather expected by me luh.

and i thought we could go to work after that. bt wenxin told me smth, the principal dont let. like... we told the staffs there that we'll see them tmr. and we really looked forward to working there. it's voluntary. it's out of our own free will mah. i really wonder why. cos she said we are underage. bt we volunteer mah. sighs.. i really wanna help and work with them de! :(

Friday, May 25, 2007

last day of work attachment. normal routines we had. eat, sleep, work.

breakfast. and the beehoon's still so sweet.

then slept for 40 mins ONLY. all thanks to those irritating ppl for making so much noise and blasting techno.

then played uno and stuffs. had lunch.

wenxin have gt rashes, and we sent her hm. then came back again. nth much to do. so we camwhored. hahas.

lovelies~

me and sharon (:

it's us again. =D

me and irena. =DD

our heads! arghs.

meiyin and me!

me piggy back ah jie! hehs.

after that wenxin called, she say she coming back. so walked to hall 6 and fetched her. then by then when we walked back, dinner is served!

they said that it was the tastiest among the 6 meals we had. hahas. perhaps it's our last dinner there? lols.

then rotate shift. go work. had debrief at ard 8.25pm. lynn cried! omg! it was indeed saddening luh. all those times we spent together was fun and memorable. misses!

went hm. took MRT. i'm half-dead. i noe. too tired, and stressed up over taking report book the following day. so yes, thanks girls for walking me back! loves!

Thursday, May 24, 2007
first day of work. tiring! made new friends. hahas.

breakfast. the beehoon's sweet one lor.

lunch.

met a lot of ppl. mr timothy tan, one of the VIP, an ex-teacher. learned many things frm him. eg. CPFVMW. that stands for carbohydrates, proteins, fats, vitamins, minerals and water. that is wad are needed for a balanced diet. he said that there's one more element, i suppose it's fibre?

mr dakota rea, wenxin's and lala's favourite. wenxin said that he's hot. hahas. bt sad to say, i dont have a picture of him. lols. and many other ppl. all those extremely nice ppl, staffs, guests.

mdm ng and mdm ch'ng came. they were nice. (:

before dinner; we were so hungry that we went out to grab smth to eat. hahas.

dinner! (:

after dinner continued with our duties. then went hm. took bus 12. that concludes the first day at work.

** and wenxin's known as apple. LOL!

signing off with passion @ {5/27/2007 09:15:00 PM}

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

well, today was a pretty tired day. started off with learning journey to jurong island. it's sort of chem? went with mr chua and mrs grace lee. mr chua is funny? hahas. afterall, it was a fruitful journey with 3/8! 3/8 rocks and is much loved! (:

however, it wasnt a full class luh. some of them left for vietnam, and some of them didnt hand in the consent forms, so cant go. and we cant bring our handphones there! so the few of us kept it in the locker instead of passing it to the teachers.

then gt check points somemore leh. need to get down the bus and put your bag, let the machine scan. and walk thru that i dont noe wad is it called thing. like airport like that. when you gg to departure that time, need to walk thru that thing, and scan thru your bags. it was indeed a high security area.

was quite nice la. on the way back, almost all were slping. the bus was super duple quiet! hahas.

then went home after the trip to bathe. then went down to expo for that briefing. met up with my girls. then saw man pang, then go together luh. reached there. like do nth. grp us up le, ltr call us form our grps ourselves again.

guessed wad they told us? too much ppl. blah blah blah. must rotate our duties. and we are supposed to report to the expo by 6.30am tmr. at first say 7am, nw 6.30am. worse then normal sch days. 6.30am to 10pm in the night.

then they told us to help them pack 5000 books and magazines into the plastic bags. each one 50 packs. i suppose 3/8 unite! we did it together as one! (: i guess we did more than the required packs. left at 7pm instead of 6pm which was supposed too.

had dinner with my girls and ms chan at popeye. it was delicious! yummy yummy! hahas. filled with loads of laughters. and ms chan asked sharon to be gentle. so she tried to be. and her time was extended every single time when she asked whether time up alr a nt. hahas.

thanks for the ride, lala. (:

GET WELL SOON, CLARISSA!

meeting up with my girls tmr early in the morning. shall stop here alright. till then lovelies. bye.

signing off with passion @ {5/23/2007 11:00:00 PM}

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

dearest clarissa,

tkcares during your camp alright. enjoy yourself. and better pray hard it wouldnt be raining, and everything will go on smoothly. nth crops up. hahas.

dont worry, i will MISS you de. i'm sure celestine would too! lols.

with much loves;
charissa (:

signing off with passion @ {5/22/2007 11:59:00 PM}

today's maths problem solving day was terrible and horrible la. didnt expect p6 to be like that luh. so vulgar and rude. like we owe them smth like that.

anyw, i shall start the story all the way back frm the beginning.

had long long assembly. sit until my leg numb! then gt free complimentary tickets to those helping out in the NAC. hahas. $200 plus one ticket. that's OMG! so ex can. any free takers?

then the rest of the sec 3s had interclass games while we need to help out in the workshop. nvm la. (: then packed and sort all those stuffs needed.

after everything done, played uno while waiting. then left for break. saw ms chan they all playing with yeast! i want to play also la! bt she say we will learn in detail instead. *sadded* they baked bread? hahas.

then 10 plus the whole race started. and dont noe why, suddenly our station has 6 grps all at one go. it's like so congested. and ms shee told us max 4 grps ystd. then today 6 grps come. wah. busy lor.

apparatus nt enough somemore. wah. then their attitude like what. nt i dont want to give right. is nt enough. i ran to find ms shee and asked for more calculators. then she had to borrow ard.

some of them so vulgar and rude can. one of them scolded wenxin the 'f-word' then blah blah blah. mary-ann scolded one of them. they were really intolerable man.

but gt one boy vr cute! junhao frm cps! vr vr cute luh. he blushed. hahas. all of us were crazy over him. LOL! i guessed he really freaked out man. hahas.

btw, 3 schs came. prps, pvps and cps. hahas.

after the whole thing ended, we went to the hall. had the talk about STDs and AIDs. yup. that marks the end of today.

there's jurong island trip tmr. and ms chan said she baked bread, wanted to let us try just nw. bt couldnt find us. so she said tmr. hahas.

till then lovelies. bye.

signing off with passion @ {5/22/2007 10:50:00 PM}

Monday, May 21, 2007

today morning met up with my girls for mac breakfast. had the fish platter. and sharon's pepper queen. she ate a lot of pepper. 12 packets? at the same time touching up those small lil' tiny stuffs for the... then left for sch for the maths briefing at 10am.

wenxin, lala and me in a grp. we taking charge of station one which is in the canteen for the amazing race for the p6. seemed fun. then after that packed those notebooks and pens in the files.

after that at 1pm, gt that social studies trail. wah! one word to describe - BORING! some of them ran away halfway during the course. and the boss's so stingy. nt willing to give us a little more sweet. like we paid $20 for dont noe what man. i dont understand those talks.

alright, shall stop here. bye peeps.

signing off with passion @ {5/21/2007 10:50:00 PM}

Sunday, May 20, 2007

today was fun fun fun! met my girls out at about 11.20am? then finished up that "project". accompanied wenxin to cut her fringe. and dont noe why she kept laughing. hahas. lala left for her escape.

wenxin, sharon, maple and me headed down to simei to find black jeans for the NAC thing. couldnt find. before hunting for the jeans, we had long johns. and the service there wasnt vr good?

went down to paya lebar. on the way to city plaza and i think we saw mr yap driving. bght our jeans. mum complained that it was expensive. bt nvm. bght alr. after that on the way to singapore post there. i saw this guy. the shirt gt small little holes. then i told sharon wind can pass through. vr good. she kept laughing non-stop.

and went to "this fashion". so much laughters man. wenxin and sharon's horny! the model's wearing a dress. and wenxin went to pull a little down. then sharon wanted to pull it up. in the end, drop even more. so funny. all of us hurriedly ran away. funny la!

actually wanted to head to tm. cos sharon wanted to go to montip to get her clip. bt headed to airport instead. sharon bght her clip there. and we had popeye? i dont noe hw to spell. hahas. anyw, it's delicious!

headed back home after that. had camwhoring sessions. lols.

yesterday
met at ard one plus. started that "project", omg man! it's so much work can. i reached hm at 12am ystd. and granny was so worried that she went downstairs and wait for me. bt i did call hm before that alright. she's so nice luh. (: she cant slp when i'm nt hm. i'm sorry. and thanks girls for waiting with me. they all told me to go cut fringe. then... blah blah blah. lazy to elaborate. hehs.

alright, that's all bout it. till then lovelies. tmr's reporting time for sch is 10am. actually is 1pm de lor. bt bcos of that maths wrkshop thing. so ya, meeting my girls out for breakfast tmr. yup, bye.

signing off with passion @ {5/20/2007 08:51:00 PM}

Friday, May 18, 2007

today's practically fine? tired! tired! tired! reached home at ard 7.45pm.

chemistry. lessons as usual. we are gonna have extra class! bio. ms chan's so nice to let us have her period to discuss about the class tee, which turns out to be... nxt was physics. mr ong so cute! he let us watch the incredibles. hahas. bt were playing uno. and we speaked using cantonese.

had assembly. then went back to class for a briefing for nxt tues maths wrkshop. actually mon is report at 1pm de lor. end up must train us and stuffs like that. 10am and we shall need to go back.

after that, stayed back and did some stuffs regarding... then left sch at 6pm. went to ws to get those materials, reached hm at 7.45pm.

i'm seeing stars. and my stars just dont seem to pop up! =.=

meeting girls out tmr. wenxin and lala, our date! hahas.

biology lessons during last week of june holidays. and every sat when sch reopens! busy busy.

and to CELESTINE NG RUITING!

tkcare girl! your ankle badly sprained hor! better dont walk too much. rest well. and GET WELL SOON! (:

with loves,
charissa (:

alright, till then lovelies. gtg. bye peeps.

signing off with passion @ {5/18/2007 11:55:00 PM}

Thursday, May 17, 2007

today was...

hmm...we played stress. watched movie. went thru pprs. yup, that's all about it. i have nth to talk about. talked to sharon on msn. thought of those results again and getting emo again. and she said emotic. hahas. this word can be found in sharon's dictionary! LOL!

the stress part was funny. when sharon and i played. the game's sort of gentle? we didnt stress. hahas. and the most creepy part was that all our ending cards were the same number. totally the same. hees. it's nt for one time, it's for 3 times? wenxin, mary-ann, lala, jiahui, sharon and me played together. so we joined 3 tables together. and played. hahas.

social studies results were ok? cos i didnt manage to finish the ppr. whatever it is, i have tried my best. i passed. although it wasnt a good one, i will try my best to get better results. (:

till then ppl. bye.

signing off with passion @ {5/17/2007 09:30:00 PM}

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

today was much more worser than ystd! i swear, it really was.

first ppr returned in the morning. bio. the marks were rather unexpected. i thot i could do much more better than that? it was such a letdown. it's like i kinda start my revision so early, even though it was the last ppr. and it's like i started on it first lor. i even did notes. and this was wad i gt?

i was told that it was all over. dont feel so sad. dont feel discouraged and etc. thanks ppl. bt it's like i felt so... i cant describe that feeling out. it was such a disappointment. seriously, it was.

i felt so useless out of a sudden. my results were so damm terrible. my geog was like... i'm so down after receiving those results. it dampened my spirit. i teared, i cried. what else can i do? it's all gone. first time in my life that my results were so damm terrible and horrible.

those feelings just sucked. my A1s; my distinctions, would they still be there? my top 10 position in class, can i still sustain there? how about my top 20 in lvl position? i guess i hardly have any chance. sighs.

what i always wished for was just to have my results well. i dont want to disappoint anyone, and that includes my parents, teachers and definitely myself. they had pinned high hopes on me, i cant let them down. bt this time round, i failed to do so. i'm truely sorry.

this wasnt what i wanted and wished for. i'm really sorry. it wasnt up to your expectations, neither it was up to mine. my shattered dreams... my only hope... all perished! hais. would i just be gone like that? i definitely hope nt. bt that's just the cruel fact. the fact that i need to face. the consequences...

i just hope that someone would be there for me? lend me their shoulders? lend me their ears? i'm really upset. it was unpleasant. i feel like crying again. it's nt that i'm a cry baby or what? bt it's really saddening. the tension is still around. and i'm sorry to say that i lost my confidence. how i wish all these were just an illusion? hw nice would it be...

anyw, shall stop here for nw. bye ppl.

signing off with passion @ {5/16/2007 05:30:00 PM}

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

today wasnt a good day. it really wasnt. gt back those results. it wasnt good at all. although it was rather expected. throughly disappointed in myself. the results werent promising. it was really dead.

it started of with the rain. sighs. homeroom was first. ms chan told us a story about 40 frogs under the well. they wanted to came up and kept trying. eventually, some managed to get out frm that well. the moral here is to nvr give up!

i dont noe why. after i listened to the story, i cried. lala was consoling me. thanks dearie!

first ppr returned. physics. that was really horrible and terrible man. i didnt do well.
nxt was chinese. was quite surprised with the marks. cos ppr 2 was really tough. just enough for an A1. my only A1 for the day. and that feeling really suck.
eng. stupid ppr one really pulled me down. i did ok for ppr 2. i scored in summary. (: bt my compre was terrible? although i passed.
e-maths. 100% passes for e-maths. and i was stunned upon hearing it? cos i didnt expect myself to pass. bt yes, i passed. (: it wasnt a good pass. furthermore it's after moderation. well, many of them gt quite high marks.
a-maths. hahahahahas. dead!

yup. that's all the pprs returned today.

tmr's bio, elective geog and perhaps chem?

found out frm ms kang that i didnt fail chem. a great sigh of relief man! if i were to fail, i'm dead.

for bio, ms chan didnt wanna tell. bt i knew i wouldnt do well.

i'm gonna cry again tmr. first period bio somemore. dead. =x

anyw, in conclusion, today wasnt nice. i suppose tmr wouldnt be better either. sighs. wadever it is, it's all over. i must perserve and strive hard for the eoy! i will! if there's a will, there's a way. (: i will jiayou de.

to all those who didnt do quite well, dont be discouraged, dont be disheartened. you guys can do it de! with all your sheer determination, you will be able to succeed! jiayou!

to lala: dearie! cheer up alright! you will do well. jiayou! if you need help, can always come to me de. (:

to wenxin: cheer up too! girl, you are doing fine. absolutely fine. you can definitely score well with your perseverance. your never-say-die attitude!

to clarissa: my dearest! dont feel so down over your results alright! i have absolute faith in you that you will do well, so pls pls dont give up! i'm sure you would be able to excel. work harder for your eoy. i'm looking forward to seeing you shine! jiayou.

to celestine: lovely, be contented with what you have girl. you are definitely on the right track. keep going, i'm sure you would eventually score even better! you still have the eoy. strive hard. reach out for the skies!

to xueren: we same same luh. heartbroken. sighs. work harder ok! we'll excel! we will! add tons of oil!

to irena: dont give up girl! jiayou. you can do it de. (:

i think that's all for nw right? yup. guess so. gtg peeps. bye. i really hope tmr would be a better day. hais.

signing off with passion @ {5/15/2007 08:40:00 PM}

Monday, May 14, 2007

today was a fun fun emo day. hahas. day out with my girls. spiderman 3 was nice nice nice. thumbs up man! recommendation to watch. it's extremely great! jiahui and sharon gt a shock luh, by the sound effects. lols.

and we saw yingxuan, sheryl, siding and may at the cinema. and it's the same show, same showtime. furthermore, they sat behind us, and it's directly. the world's indeed small, full of coincidence. hahas.

the show's like 140 mins long. sit until our butts on fire luh. some touching scenes. nt gg to elaborate much. some of them havent watch yet. so ya, after the show headed to pasir ris park to drown our sorrows.

saddening news! bio results was disappointing. it wasnt good. i pinned all my hopes all bio luh. end up, like that. all of us studied everything frm midnight all the way till morning 6am and go to school. this is wad we gained in the end. rather sad. cried.

i'm sorry, ms chan. we have let you down. your high hopes on us had been perished. we certainly want to score well. our 100% passes and 50% distinctions. bt... everything's beyond our control. it's not your fault. so pls dont think too much alright! we promise to strive hard for the eoy, making you feel proud of us. (:

well, shout like nobody's business at pasir ris park. i really shout my lungs out luh. i was shouting and shouting. sharon asked me to cry, bt i didnt. (: what made me cry was the part where i msged ms chan half way luh.

i feel so guilty for not doing well. i feel so bad for letting her down. it was such a let down that made me broke down man. thinking of those past nights hardwork, sacrificing our sleeps. everything's gone like that. it shldnt be like that luh. whatever it is, it's over. everything's over. that's it for me. sighs. =/

then went hm after that. therefore, in conclusion, today's a fun fun emo day. alright, gtg peeps. bye. tmr's definitely not a good day. sighs.

signing off with passion @ {5/14/2007 07:25:00 PM}

Sunday, May 13, 2007

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL LOVELY MUMMIES!

especially to my 5 pretty mummies!

my mummy! that's of cos.
mummy chan! that wonderful mummy of 3/8.
my 3 godmums! one of them whom is staying in thailand. alright, i missed her! didnt see her for two years alr!

well, afternoon lunched out with my two dearies! thanks girls! came home. watched tv and slacked around. tmr's day out! yeahs! i really needa get out of the hse. spiderman 3! i'm coming!

alright. that's all for nw. bye peeps.

signing off with passion @ {5/13/2007 07:32:00 PM}

Saturday, May 12, 2007

firstly, i would like to thank ADELA LEE XIANG YI and ZHUANG WENXIN. thanks dearies for cheering me up. (: it's vr much appreciated. i love you girls! <33

well, feeling better? i hope so. i just drowned my sorrows through slping. i cant find any other things to do luh. freaking worried about... results! wadever it is. it's over! yes, it's over! tutor tutor, i need you! i think mum had found me one. hmm.. i will work hard! in fact, i must work hard!

i cant let those who had pinned high hopes on me to feel disappointed. i cant let them down! i will jiayou and try my best. i promise. charissa promises!

no school on mon. dearies, our movie date still on? either 200 pounds of beauty or spiderman 3. hahas.

dinner tonight. i shall go prepare soon. bye ppl.

signing off with passion @ {5/12/2007 04:30:00 PM}

Friday, May 11, 2007

well, today's officially the end of exams. shld i rejoice? i doubt so. i wasnt a least happy. i was utterly disappointed in myself. it wasnt my best shot. i didnt do well. i pronounce it dead. all over. gone case.

congrats to all who had done well alright. celestine, esp you. well done. ha-mei, i think you wont do that bad either. so jiayou alright. you still have eoy.

i broke down after bio ppr. feeling vr moody. crying out may nt be the best solution? bt at least will make me feel better? the pressure is still there. sighs. i want to go to the beach and shout my lungs out. i'm scared and worried. i'm afraid of nt doing well. i dont want a change of teachers! hais.

anyw, i would like to thank celestine. thanks for all the lucks. ahahs. it's vr much loved and appreciated. be assured that i would treasure it. thanks for your great great effort! charissa hearts you.

gtg. bye peeps.

p.s. i think i have let you down. you had pinned high hopes on us, yet this happened. i'm sorry.

signing off with passion @ {5/11/2007 07:44:00 PM}