Saturday, July 14, 2007
alright peeps, a quick post ya. tuition in half an hour's time.first, i slept very very super duple early yesterday! before 11pm and i'm asleep. my parents thought that i was sick, slept so early. hahas.woke up early in the morning for extra lessons. biology and chemistry. biology completed the chapter on plants already, i suppose? and for chemistry, we did filing for our SPA's file.off to WS for KFC.when we were on the bus heading back home, the driver made a turn which results in my file and books almost dropping. i tried to save them and managed to, however in return, one of my fingertips got swollen and i suffered from a cut.confessions...i'm just still feeling troubled over yesterday stuffs. i didn't say it's your fault, so please don't say so. and i didn't say i don't want to attend the lessons. i also don't want to score this way. seeing myself failing, will i feel good? that's obviously a NO! you told me to forget what you have said and i don't have to attend. after reading this message, i think i was feeling more of sad than to be angry. must everything crop up at the same time? problems, problems and it still lies within problems! i hate my life now!why i looked so stress? i really don't know how to reply. seeing this kind of message, would i still be able to smile, laugh and happily chatting away? i can give you my word, NO! no more fake smiles. i hate them! if i were to look normal, wouldn't i be crazy? i swear by then, you would see me in woodbridge instead.my favourite subject; my favourite teacher..."forget what i have said, you don't have to attend." you think i could forget?was i thinking too much or you were really too harsh?i so feel like crying now. stress and homework are enough, here comes problems somemore, great. that's my life and i truely hate it. i so feel like breaking down at times, will i feel much better?if you happen to read this post, don't be offended alright. i'm just venting out everything. sorry if you think i had done wrong.alright, shall stop here for now. gotta prepare for tuition. bye.
signing off with passion @ {7/14/2007 02:30:00 PM}
