Wednesday, August 01, 2007
sorry peeps, for not updating. i'm just gonna make some confessions, and blog about the previous days when i feel better.i really don't understand what's the point of treating people nice and they just treat it as nothing, like rubbish? alright, maybe i'm not nice enough? they don't even bother to care, why should i care then? why should i cry over these kind of stuffs? i just feel so stupid.if i don't understand you, would i even care to talk to you, to ask you how are you feeling? would i even bother to help you take your worksheets and stuffs? perhaps, i really don't understand you. perhaps, i'm no better than your friend. perhaps, i'm just a failure. perhaps, i shouldn't have said anything. if i keep my mouth shut, i think that would be better.perhaps, i'm a vase to you, i'm nothing to you. but whatever i did wasn't fake. it's from the bottom of my heart. i hope you will appreciate it. it's just my fault. i shouldn't have commented too much. everything's my fault. i'm feeling so extra nowadays. perhaps, i'm thinking too much. it's my illusion. i'm crazy. whatever it is, i will keep my mouth shut, i'm not going to care too much, i'm not going to be that nice. wouldn't it be much more better?i'm really stupid. cry for what? stupid! enough of that. it's always like that. i'm really tired, really very tired.
signing off with passion @ {8/01/2007 09:14:00 PM}
