Monday, November 05, 2007
How long ago was this taken? I really wonder. I have been down with studies and lessons, ever since I stepped into 3/8. You girls have been busy with streaming this year. Now that all these are over, a day out please? I really missed the times we spent crapping, hanging out and chatting together. It's all gone. I hardly see you, I hardly talk to you. I don't know what's really going on between you guys. But please do treasure the time you spend with each other, before everything's too late and you will regret. It's very common among people because they always tend to regret. I've done all I could. I've talked to both of you. The rest is just up to you. I know that you are busy with camps, CCA, etc. However, I just want to have a chat with you two, just 15 minutes will do, is that really so difficult to arrange? Don't you want to clear the misunderstandings instead of sitting there not taking any actions? Think twice, do you really want to give up this friendship? Take the initiative and voice out. A friendship filled with memories or a friendship with no meaning, you decide.I've been down lately. Maybe, I'm just tired?Perhaps, I'm just being paranoid or being over-sensitive.I feel that I'm not setting a good example for the younger ones. I feel that I'm not playing my role well as a jie, one that they can rely on. I feel as if I'm a loner. I'm useless, I'm a failure. I'm not doing my part well as a friend.What I do? Emo everyday and be either China or Tibet's treasure. Not forgetting my webcamming sessions with them. That's my life. And I don't want! Oh well, I truely hate it.Perhaps, really no one could be trusted, no one could be loyal. All these are just about life. It's just part and puzzles of it. 这有可能就是所谓的人生吧. I've people telling me that you do have friends around you, it's just that you don't realise it. Maybe I do have, yet I think too much. Gahhh.Alright, today was rather fine. Did A-maths papers. Lunched at WS. Chemistry practical exam. That's about it. Chemistry SPA tomorrow. Reporting time: 9.40am. All the best 3/8 and 3/9. (:
Bye.
signing off with passion @ {11/05/2007 07:18:00 PM}
