Tuesday, October 06, 2009
Chemistry Paper 1 today was alright, I hope. The last paper tomorrow and it's freedom. Had breakfast after the paper and headed to Van's house. Well, supposedly to study but ended up we didn't. We spent the whole afternoon doing some silly things. The post-promos timetable doesn't look good and it's worsen by the fact that 30th October would be Commendation Day. I don't want this day to come, not that I'm afraid of retaining but I don't wish to see the class to be splitted. ): The feeling just sucks. I was on the bus just now and I stood throughout the ride. Lots of memories be it happy or sad flashed through my mind. Looking back on how we first got together and how close we became after these few months, I really hate to split. Well, I know that this is a phase of life and we've got to face it, however when you think back, class without them wouldn't be fun and the same anymore. As I'm thinking, tears just rolled down. I even took the longer way home by climbing the overhead bridge and all, sitting down at the void deck near my house. This feeling isn't good at all, it just sucks seriously. Imagine those so close to you would suddenly disappear from your life, not literally though, but it just made me go low low low. Although we'll still be in the same school and that what Van said is true, "The friendship forged will never be erased." But the feeling just sucks. Argh! I don't know why this affects me so much but I guess it's really that we're so bonded and stuffs which makes me sad if we're going to get separated. No more lame jokes, no more laughing together, no more lunching together, no more going lectures together, no more...Van said that I'm not god and I will not know until the day comes. But I don't even want the day to come because I think that it will hurt badly. Oh man, I'm supposed to be studying for my Biology paper tomorrow, but this seriously dampens my mood. ):
signing off with passion @ {10/06/2009 07:52:00 PM}
