Thursday, March 15, 2007
hey peeps,
today's such a stupid day. i hate today! well, met sharon n irena to go to sch for A-maths supp. sians. when we walking almost reaching sch alr, mr. teo suddenly came behind us. we were still talking bout maths. luckily, we didnt sae anything tt we werent supposed to sae. hahas. well, did ok for E-maths, a distinction. bt come to A-maths, i seriously wanna cry man! flunked lyk hell. wadever.
just nw walked hm myself. while walking, thought of many things. flashed backs, reflections. asking myself so many why(s). i dont noe why too. my mind just went blank. n those why(s) just keep appearing in my head! i need a listening ear. i feel so low nw man! i just feel tt i have so many problems. arghs! there's another chem test tmr. i dont wanna fail! I MUST PASS! if nt i sure die le.
ever since coming into tis class, i feel so stressed up. everyday's just filled with lessons, homework, revisions. no homework just seems weird to me nw. it's just a daily routine tt we need to have homework every single day! i dont want! i want my carefree life. i dont want to feel so stressed up. no smiles on my face. even if i smile, it's nt totally out frm my heart. i hate to be like tis. i want to do well for my studies, bt i just cant. dont ask me why, cos i oso dont noe why. everything just seems so weird!
wad i talking about, i oso dont noe. i jus typed wad my brain told me to type. it's jus my brain controlling over me. arghs! wad is this? die la! i think i'm gg bonkers real real soon!
shall stop here. tata peeps.
signing off with passion @ {3/15/2007 12:59:00 PM}
