Thursday, April 19, 2007
and yes peeps, back to posting after resting for a day.today was rather sadded? well, let me start out for the day first before talking bout all these sad stuffs. first period was eng, ms ng didnt do anything much. just told us those formats of letter writing. released us 15 mins earlier to get up to the bio lab to get ready and wait for those thai visitors. ms chan was so nervous, that she was sweating all the while. hahas. then they finally arrived. was rather fine la. jiahui dont dare to use that sort of like tongs thing to take out the test tube frm the hot beaker of water. ms chan asked me to do. i so scared drop luh. my hand trembling until like dont noe wad. well, i succeeded. and i think i took dont noe hw long to take it out?nxt was geog. was ok. went thru ws and had usual lessons. then had recess. after that was maths. those thai visitors walked past our class again, then they were like smiling to us. then we laughed. LOL! i wasnt concentrating during maths lesson luh. i was upset, angry or wadever it is. i was replying letter to my penpal. i wrote two pages without leaving a line ok. then was social studies. was fine too. after lunch sbl. sians. wad sbl presentation. we didnt prepare the script. go up there, anyhw talk. our slides were rather plain? nvm la. then had physics extra class followed by bio extra class. ended at ard 5.30pm. reached hm 6 plus. ok nw, i shall blog bout wad happened luh.
i didnt meant to attitude you all. bt it's like i kept quiet cos' there's five ppl, and you all were happily chatting away? then wad shld i do? i dont even noe wad you all talking about. i cant possibly cut in right? it's like rude? moreover, when you all left, you all didnt said anything. just left like that. you all just walked off like that. have you all thought about my feelings? put yourselves into my shoes la. when you are being left out, you still can smile and chat happily away? that's obviously a no. you want me to face you all and smile when this thing is happening, i ask you hw to smile? after lessons, you all also just walked wad, nvr wait for me or anything. nt i jealous or wad, bt do you all understand hw you would feel when you are left out? wadever it is. if you all happened to read this post and felt that i'm still in wrong or you all felt angry, i apologise in advance.
i so felt like crying in the bus la. i controlled. came hm, my tears just dropped uncontrollably. nt as if i'm a cry baby or wad. i'm just felt disappointed and terribly upset. i thot that either of you would asked me wad happened. i was wrong. none of you. and you all were still merrily away. fine, and it shall be. you guys had proven me wrong.
anyw, ha-mei's having her prefect investiture tmr. jiayou alrights! (: wo ting ni dao di!i'm in no mood to post for ystd stuff. bt the only things that i remembered was that i flunked my geog test terribly! and i reached hm at 9.15pm. did sbl proj luh. then before going to jiahui's hse, went to order erm... you will noe on sat! hahas. oh ya, specially thanks to lalas, celestine and clarissa for being my listening ears! i felt a little better. however, i'm still sad. bt dont worry alright! i will be fine. alright, shall end here. bye peeps.
signing off with passion @ {4/19/2007 07:40:00 PM}
