Monday, August 06, 2007
alright peeps, i shant talk much about school today as there isnt really much things happening today with the fact that we sat under the scorching sun for about 20 minutes because the teachers are arranging us according to our sitting arrangements for 0808.anyway, i would just like to share some other stuffs alright. two things.it's definitely not about social discrimination, so please dont take things too harsh alright. perhaps, we werent sensitive enough towards your feelings, SORRY is the word that i can say.another thing happened today. well, am i involved in it? i really do not know. problems - friendship problems...problems arises just because of attitudes. is attitude that important? must attitude always be the reason for not talking to each other or quarrelling? must attitude be the only reason?am i not trustworthy enough? am i not up to your trust? sometimes i really wonder why cant people tell me their problems. all of you are keeping everything to yourself.perhaps, i'm not up to your trust. perhaps, you think i'm bias or even siding *. honestly speaking, i'm not. i just wanna help you guys solve your problems. i do not wanna see you guys in this state.you guys have problems and never talk to each other. you guys have problems, who doesnt? everybody has their own different problems. you guys can cry and tear, and not telling me what's happening. i dont even know what is happening, how to be bias or rather siding then? i'm just trying to be a peacemaker, is that so difficult? sometimes, i really feel so dumb.being the victim of being attituded. i'm sure everyone had gone through. so dont take it too hard alright, my dear girl. taking the initiative to solve the problem isnt a bad thing, at least you can tell yourself that you are trying right? i understand it may be tiring to be always the one taking initiative, but to keep this friendship going, isnt it worth doing so? if you feel like crying, i can lend you my shoulders. (:and my another dear girl, got problems must try to voice out or let it go. i know this is difficult, however it is never easy. learn to let it go at times, dont feel so stressed up. if you need a listening ear to pour your sorrows, be rest assured that i would there for you too. (:MY TWO DEAR GIRLS! CHEER UP ALRIGHT! SMILE! :DDi promise to be there for you when you girls need me okay. i might not be able to pick up your calls or reply your messages always, but be rest assured that i would lend you my ears and shoulders if you ever need them alright! (:with loves, charissa (:
signing off with passion @ {8/06/2007 05:50:00 PM}
