Saturday, October 27, 2007
Today was fine. Biology extra class was cancelled as there's no keys to the classroom. Went out with my girls to get some stuffs. I got myself a 2008 planner, that shall be my companion throughout the whole of next year. (: Files too, I'm gonna do mass filing soon. Presents!! I scare _____ out. HAHAHA! Only she and me knows. But from far, I really thought it's her.SPAs are just around the corner. Next week, there's Physics SPA and Chemistry Practical Test which would be included in the CA1 of 2008. 'O' level Mother Tongue Paper is just on Wednesday, I better score well, if not, I'm gonna be so so dead. The following week will be Biology SPA and Chemistry SPA, followed by a series of extra lessons. I'm worried for SPA. Okay, I just made a redundant remark. Who wouldn't be worried right? Yesterday's trip to museum was fine. Those galleries were pretty interesting. Photos will be uploaded, as soon as I've received them.Next about results, devastated was how I felt, disheartening is the word to use. Gahhh. Being promoted with such a lousy score. Although I improved by just a few marks, mum was like... Okay, if I was the mother, I think I would give the same reaction. I was down, all the fake smiles that I've tried to put on, it's just so difficult. Tears were at the verge of my eyes, who knows about it? I was disappointed, I was upset, I cried. Yes, I asked people to cheer up, asked them to think positive, asked them to face reality, but I just couldn't do it myself. I know I'm such a failure alright. But at the same time, with this sucky results, it's a motivation for to me to work even harder and strive for the better. I promise I will get this over soon and get on with work. I will and I can.It's always easy to ask people to be contented, but you are always not the one doing so. It's always easy telling people to face reality, to think positive, yet you are still not the one doing so. How true can these be? Perhaps, we can never understand.Receiving that report slip simply means that it marks the end of a Sec 3 year. Bid goodbye, and we shall go one step further on to Sec 4, where the nightmare begins to haunt us down. It's just a crucial year where most of the students have to go through in our lives. This is just the start of our journey.Alright, that's for now. Off to do some work. Bye.
signing off with passion @ {10/27/2007 06:22:00 PM}
